i think i am about to loose it officially... well, i think i already officially lost it.... perhaps i will again. cried again last night;but it DID make me feel better..... i hope i can get out of THIS phase quick...

so-at 2:00 in the morning, (i had only been in bed like 10 mins.) my dad knocks on my door and asks if he can open it.... he does and then he's like," umm.... yea.... i dont know how to say it w/out being corny...but i am really going to miss you when you are gone. i love you. do you thin maybe tomorrow night or something we could go somewhere special; just you and me? " .....this was a big step for dad i do believe... it meant a lot....


well, im in bell buckle running the store all by myself again... perhaps it will go by quickly... i can only hope.

comment people... COMMENT!

-mg