Yes, ladies and gentleman (actually, just the ladies), I am offically 17. It feels strange reading that...hmmf...Idk... Senior pictures were great! I got to see some of them and I really liked them; can't wait until I get the proofs back! The guys who took my outdoor shots were either just graduated for college or still in undergraduate school. They were really cool. I wanted to take a picture in the water with my swords and tried tp pull some water up from the little stream with my sword for in the pictures. They both thought it was a REALLY cool idea. In fact. the guys both said that they finally got to do something cool instead of the boring senior pictures they normally take. It made me feel really good; plus, they all were complimenting me the whole time like they do everyone else. On top of that, I didn't mind the fact that a few girls there were flirting with me. My mom made me dirt cake,and I have just been playing my new video game all day that my dad got for me for my birthday on Sunday.

Talked to Heather for the first time today since she left for boot camp. I don't know but I guess I am the only person in my family who doesn't miss her. My dad is making me clear out my van and he is going to try and sell it, again. : ^(    I guess there is no sense in holding onto the past.

Tell you what, I am happy during the day but as the sunsets I change. I'm aggressive, extremely more violent, angry for no apparent reason, and yet, slightly depressed, sadden, and increasingly lonely. Maybe it is because the light during the day makes it hard to day dream (yeah, I know it sounds weird but stick to it), where at night the darkness allows my imagination to roam and it tends to dwell on the past.

Well, I guess that's that. ttyl