Ever feel like your putting on a show?  Like you go to school and you put on your happy face because your around your friends all day and then you come home and then your happy face just goes away  Like you have nothing to do like you sit around and watch tv and you wait for your boyfriend to call and then you hope that when he does itll be so yall can do something that night and when he finally calls its too late to do anything

I miss hangin out with my true friends who went to different schools...I mis comin home and being able to talk to Becky about my problems and complain when something goes wrong..... I miss feeling like Im a part of something

I fell like any more Im throwin on this fake smile and this fake attitude for every one else and I never getta do what I wanna do...I fell like everything I do is for some one else

Im sorry this is so sad but its how I feel any more