something on my mind.....
November 07 2005
hey everyone!! well pretty sure life is okay for right now!! ive just been stressin over a bunch of things and i just need to get away from everything!! im thinkin about goin up to knoxville to see a friend of mine!! i left this entry on my xanga and she really made me realize alot of things!! oh and i am also changing! i just want to be the old katie everyone knows me as!! not the one that would smoke pot and go to parties and get messed up!! im changing everything about myself and i hope everyone will accept me for it!! and for all those guys out there who only talked to me b/c i would do all those bad things, f*** yall!! im happy with myself right now and no one can bring me down!! and im wanting to find another group of friends who would deff. keep me away from all that crap and just have fun in each others presence!! but just remember that im cleaning myself up and i want to do the right things not wrong. and i am really tired of hanging out with the wrong guys. for some odd reason its always the bad guys that go for me, never the good!! thats all i ask for is a really good guy to come into my life and not expect the things most guys would!! im really tired of that!! well i hope everyone has a swell week!! i love yall!!