November 24 2006


hope you all are having an amazing break. i know i am. well i have to go to work now. talk to you all later!


November 16 2006

ahhh it's phusebox and i love my phusebox.

just letting you guys know that i am still alive!


So I guess this is my life soundtrack!...I don't know you guys tell me!

November 01 2006

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Don't skip songs.

---Eh, sometimes repeat artists come up.... skip it or keep it. . .whatever

Opening Credits
"Dirty Little Secret" All-American Rejects

Waking Up
"Get Your Freak On" Missy Elliot

First Day at School
"Homecoming Queen" Hinder

Breaking up
"Side of a Bullet" Nickleback

"Feeling Good" Michael Buble

Life's Okay
"Like You" Evanescence

Mental Breakdown
""Animals" Nickleback

Falling In Love
"Count To a Hundred" Matt Wertz

"SOS" Rhianna

"Lose Control" Missy Elliot

Getting Back Together
"Single" Natashia Bedingfield

"Sexy Back" Justin Timberlake

Birth of a Child
"Imagine" Mercy Me

Final Battle
"Sweet Sacrifice" Evanescence 

Death Scene
"Show Stopper" Danity Kane

Funeral Song
"I want to Stroll Over Heaven With You" Alan Jackson 

So Long  
"Cathedrals" Jump Little Children

Ponderings of my day!

October 23 2006

why is it that after you haven't had something in a really long time that you begin to wonder if you are ever to have it at all?

what i mean is i haven't had a man in my life in a very long time i mean like since my junior year of high school and for a while i was okay with that. i realized for a while that i didn't need a man in my life and i didn't the distraction.

but now i find that, that very thing might be the thing i am missing.

why is it that your best thoughts come when you least expect them to?

like when you are in a conversation with a friend or you are by yourself doing homework.

why is it that in this society today you have to be blonde and skinny to be loved by others?(not a reference to anyone)

answer these questions for me!


October 14 2006

i want to change my look...what do you guys think i should do? like i was thinking coloring my hair or something like that. i don't know. i need some opinons. i love and trust you guys so give me some input!



October 08 2006

okay so friday i am getting my wisedom teeth taken out. it is going down at 9:15 am and im freaking you all better come see me.

here is my address for those who don't know where i live.

2435 English Hill Dr. Mufreesboro, Tn 37130

go to mapquest to get directions. oh and please call before you come. lol. please come see me because i am going to be very lonely.i love you all.



October 05 2006

wow it's amazing how medicine can make you feel so much i don't feel as bad i did earlier this week.

well yeah i got to go ive to do some studying.



September 30 2006

i'm freaking sick! ahh i hate it. i feel like crap....grr...

congrates to kelsey for getting homecoming queen!



September 27 2006

i love music!



September 23 2006

i hate my life.



September 20 2006

im tired of my mom stressing me about finding a boyfriend.....i hate tests.....and i don't have an outlet.



September 11 2006

okay first off...great weekend.

looking forward to a great week...we hope.

i really wanna get out of the house this grandparents are in town and i cant take people judging me every second of the day.well yeah so if ou wanna do something this week give me a call most likly i will be free.

okay im going to go cuz im sure i need to do to you people later.


this week!

September 08 2006

what a week!it's gone by so fast and it's so amazing.classes have been pretty cool this week but the bad thing is that ive been homeowrk and that sucks big time.oh well what can you do?

so tonight i have a football game wih oakland band so that should be good. i think im going to leave at half time though and go haang out with some people.

but ime free saturday and sunday so if you wann do sometime tell me and we can get together. talk to you all later.



September 03 2006

this weekend has pretty much sucked to no end.

friday was awesome though.went to the Seigel vs.Oakland and that was fun but only because i was with Becky!

saturday sucked...because i was surpose to do something with my best friends but i never out a call so i waited around for like 6 hours for after that i went to see my parents in lebanon(they are camping) and i had fun with them i have to say.

today ive been kinda lazy with my parents and i got home around eight and now im just home by myself.becky is surpose to come over and watch a movie but i really didn't feel well, so hopefully i will see her before she leaves.i love that girl!

so yeah this weekend was kinda blah!not quiet what i expected but hey what can i say?

you know i hate how im really growing apart from some people but its not my fault so yeah.

okay im done talk to you people later.


September 02 2006

leah got a car...its a gray for nustang and it is amazinng and ii love it!

oka im done


The best class ever!

August 29 2006

petty sure i love my psychology class it is freaking amazing.awesome teacher but best of all Adrienne and Cameron are in that class and its freakin awesome!we had to much fun in there that is all i have to say.

well i love you guys talk to you later.



August 28 2006

had my first day of class today at MTSU and it was pretty was kinda an overwhelming day and kinda pasted by quiet slowy.but hey it's all good.

well i'll talk to you guys later....i have homework to do.



August 27 2006

i can't believe it but college starts for me tomorrow and i have to admit that i am kinda scared. i don't know what to do.butwish me luck you guys.

i love you all!


New Song for someone......special!!...

August 22 2006

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

this song is totally amazing.....and its for someone....


I realize.....

August 21 2006

....that i really have been dwelling on people moving off to college and i haven't been looking on the bright side.i realized that i still have amazing friends here in to all my friends still here i love you all!

megan i really do love you!