May 24 2006
she is magical and always will be... almost as magical as amy lee... but.......................... not quite... cuz if amy lee was here i would pass out... preeeeeeeeeeety sure.


April 20 2006
it is raining outside... and i used to see rain as God's tears falling down on us... but now i see it as a beautiful miracle. 

well well well

April 16 2006
if it isn't Easter... well ... wait ... yes it is!  happy Easter to all... and to all a goodnight!

This is Rachael's friend, Mary Lauren!

April 04 2006

 So Rachael asked me to write an entry for her so here it goes!

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Rachael is sweet

and a little koo-koo...

I love you Rachael!!! even though it took me forever to spell your name right...Let God rock it.

+Mary Lauren+ (typing for Rachael)


March 25 2006





March 24 2006
is melancholy

poetry on life

March 21 2006

Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
Isn’t something missing?


March 20 2006

this is a cool gangsta pic of me and raye

me, in my hard-core sunglasses...lol

took it in choir.

took this is in nashville at some random person's house... i thought it was cool

at all-state


March 17 2006
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Breathe no more

March 16 2006

"Lie to me!
Tell me that I've been sick forever... it will make since when i get better"


March 14 2006

sorry if it scared anyone w/ that pic but i can't say anything about it. anyway more song time!

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I’ve come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

"My Last Breath"

March 13 2006

Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you,
And I'm not afraid (Ahhh)
Can you hear me ?
Can you feel me in your arms ?


March 09 2006

"I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A theif, a whore and a liar."

The Perks

March 08 2006
“You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.”


March 08 2006
"we're all in this together..."... yeah pretty much... scream if you love high school musical!!!!!!!!!


March 01 2006

my fav from dir en grey.  hottness


February 27 2006

Norma Jean - Disconnecktie: The Faithful Vampire Lyrics

It's taken me 50,000 separate wrecks to get here,

And I've learned absolutely nothing.

As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless,

I'm drowning in her sea.

The rising and sinking of every consciousness I've ever known.

Now detached and disconnected.

The endless cycle of idea and action,

Endless invention, endless experiment, endless hope and endless disappointment.

And I thought all I needed was just one breath to stay afloat.

For me it was like... like the breath, the last breath, the last breath that I never wanted.

Any of this.

I'm moving forward.

I never thought that this would capsize,

But this isn't a boat, it's a coffin!

And now I'm moving forward.

Into the sea... into the great sea.

So I begin with the end in mind.

The cycles of heaven, 20 centuries gone by, come home.

I've fallen three miles now... and I still can't shake this dragon,

But the end is coming like a flood.

It is going to be a year for growing and the greatest amount of forgetting.

My sea is dying, but death is a doorway.

And at the very root of me I know this.

It's the greatest reminder.

What a broad world to roam in, what a sea to swim in, so I begin with the end in mind.


February 23 2006
ppl get on my nerves... :::cough:::um...:::cough:::


February 22 2006
about to start the wonderous choir...yes yes yes

i hate...

February 14 2006
valentines day