January 30 2006

life is wonderful.

Sunday was the almost the worst day of my life

December 13 2005
This Christmas is going to be hard.

Why do things have to happen?

One minute everything is perfect and then all of the sudden it comes crashing down.

People might think that I'm overreacting but I don't think I am.

I've cried too much over this.

My eyes hurt.

ok..here it is

November 29 2005

Ok, so i'm gonna let my love life do it's thing. i'm not gonna look for anyone because right now i need to worry about other things. love should be the last thing on my mind..and it will be...i'm not trying to rule out love all together, i'm just gonna spend my time while i'm single not worrying about who i'm gonna date. I'll date people, but i'm not gonna obsess over why i'm single. that's stupid and being single is FUN!  i know this is a dumb post but it's what i've been thinking about for a while now...

OH! i watched Bubble Boy last night! SUCH A good movie!! i love that movie. Jake Gyllenhaal(spl?)...nice!


November 15 2005
so, i'm having trouble figuring out this boy. he tells me he still loves me but his words are emtpy now... maybe single IS better.

Phusebox is booty right now.

November 11 2005
so everytime someone tries to message me on here it doesn't work. it says that the message has errors and i can't read it. so if anyone (which will probably be no one...) wants to message me...email me at thingsimeantbutneversaid7@hotmail.com



new job.....growing up

November 07 2005
so...i got a job at Backyard Burgers. it's pretty cool. the job is way easy and the people i work with are really cool. i think it's probably the most laid-back job ever. the only problem is this guy that kinda creeps me out and calls me all the time comes up to work to see me. i really don't want him to but i don't know what i can do to make him stop...the other day he came up there and just stood there and i asked if he needed anything and he said "no, i'm just stalking you"  kinda weird... oh! and also...i'm gonna turn 18 on Friday! i'm kinda nervous about it..18 is big. but it'll be ok i guess. hahah.

trying to get a job!

October 26 2005
 well i'm trying to get a job. i'm going to go to the movie theater today! wish me luck!

i wish i was asian

October 18 2005

 i got my hair cut...my friend Khanthaly cut it! she calls it an Asian mullet. hahah. it's not like a redneck mullet at all!! i think it looks cute!


September 26 2005
next week is fall break! who's ready!?!?


September 19 2005
so, this school year's started and it's not exactly as good as i thought it'd be. i finally got my schedule figured out and i talked this guy i was dating into switching into my 1st period. but we dont' talk anymore as of sat. so it's pretty awkward. umm...i don't really have anything to say except i'm going to the Keane concert (hopefully) on wed. hope it's fun!

summers almost gone!

July 24 2005
so...only about 3 more weeks until summer and i am SO excited about school starting! being a senior is probably the most exciting thing EVER! i can't wait! senior week, senior pep rallies, graduation! this is going to be the best year ever!