March 08 2006

i love my friends...
they make me laugh...

a lot.


March 07 2006
today was......better...
to say the least.

i laughed a lot today, which took my mind off of so much that's been going on.

one of my friends found out she was pregnant, then fell, and lost her baby; one of the english teachers at the high school found out that she miscarried; a lot of my friends are going through depression right now; and i'm under a lot of stress...

but god gave me people that could make me laugh at any given moment, and i love that god always finds a way to lighten up every bad situation of my life.

it's amazing.

mucho love,


March 06 2006
funny how SO much can change overnight.
yesterday was horrible.

we won't go into that.

on the other hand, little brothers are the best...

(he gets his photo posing skills from myself...)  =]

mucho love,


March 04 2006
life is good.
church is amazing.

that's all you need to know...for now =]

possible fine arts vocal solo song?

February 27 2006
. : CeCe Winans - Alabaster Box : .


The room grew still as she made her way to Jesus

She stumbles through the tears that made her blind

She felt such pain, some spoke in anger

Heard folks whisper, there's no place here for her kind.

Still on she came, through the shame that flushed her face

Until at last she knelt before His feet. And though she spoke no words

Everything she said was heard, As she poured her love for the Master

From her box of Alabaster.


And I've come to pour my praise on Him like oil
from Mary's Alabaster Box

Don't be angry if I wash His feet with my tears
and I dry them with my hair.

You weren't there the night He found me.

You did not feel what I felt when He wrapped His love all around me.

And you don't know the cost of the oil in my Alabaster Box.


I can't forget the way life used to be.
I was a prisoner to the sin that had me bound

I spent my days pouring my life without measure.

Into a little treasure box I thought I found.
Until the day when Jesus came to me

And healed my soul with the wonder of His touch.

So now I'm giving back to Him all the praise He's worthy of .

I've been forgiven and that's why I love Him so much.


And I've come to pour my praise on Him like oil
from Mary's Alabaster Box

Don't be angry if I wash His feet with my tears

And I dry them with my hair, my hair.

You weren't there the night Jesus found me.
You did not feel what I felt

When He wrapped His love all around me.
And you don't know the cost of the oil

Oh, you don't know the cost of my praise.
You don't know the cost of the oil

In my Alabaster Box.

i absolutely love this song...but i'll have to do quite a bit of vocal training to get it to sound like i want it...yeah...and i possibly won't get it ready this year...who knows...depends on how my voice sounds with it...

what do you guys think?


and if you would like to make another suggestion *cough* adam *cough* i am open to just about anything...yeah...although most of you have NEVER heard me sing alone... mwahahahahaha

(maybe "watch the lamb"?)


February 26 2006


February 25 2006
i like have nothing to write about on here anymore...



well, except my best friend EVER, amanda!!!! =]

yeah, pretty sure i love her more than grass!!!!!!!


February 20 2006
i am so incredibly happy today.

all because of the events that happened last night... =]

i love my youth group... *giggle*


February 18 2006
in answer to my comments: well, my half days this year consist of english I honors, gym, and women's chorale...the two most boring classes...yes, that's why i hate half days. why don't we just stay home? =]

anyways, SNOW!! heck yes! i love snow.
it makes me smile.

uhh...i want to go bowling really badly...

and amanda, PLEASE call me back!! =]

mucho love,


February 17 2006
i hate half days


February 15 2006
wow...today couldn't get any better...
tonight at church we had a talk about saying uplifting things instead of negative things about people all the time, even if we were joking.

then pastor nathan gave us a sheet of paper, we put our names on it, then passed it around so everyone could write something nice about you.

wow, i never recieved so many wonderful comments in one day...hahaha...i loved it...

i love life.
i love the person i've allowed god to shape me into.
holy crap, god's amazing!!! =]



February 13 2006
last night while talking to a friend, i realized how incredibly blessed i am.

my parents are still together.
yeah, they have their tiffs, but we make it through.

anyways, life is going extremely well. last night at church all i could do was smile and laugh...i had no reason whatsoever to be upset.

yesterday morning during service, the praise team was singing a chorus that i sang at my old youth group (i still hate saying that), and i went up to the front, knelt at a chair and cried...but it was a good crying...i felt peace, overwhelming joy and happiness that i'd never felt until then.

god's amazing.
i love my broham (russ, don't kill me for borrowing your word for a post...hehe)


February 10 2006
i'm in love with life.
i'm addicted to jesus.
and snow is a good thing!



February 10 2006
woo hoo!! yay for snow!! =]


February 08 2006
so today i was sent to the guidance office because someone told my 1st period teacher that i was cutting myself. hmm...don't think so. but apparently they called all of my teachers because every single one of them asked if i was okay, how i was eating, if i was sleeping well, if my home life was okay. yeah, pretty sure that was stupid.

but on the upside =] i laughed A LOT today, met a new friend, and i'm finally giving up on that stupid boy. hehe.

life's still good.
mucho love!!

oh look!! it's my best friend!! (haha...stole this from meag!! =])


February 07 2006
some people are just messed up! but it's okay, cause somebody's gotta make me laugh!!   =] 

anyways, so the post was about this guy that's being a butt-headed jerk-face...well...let's just say we don't talk anymore...hehe

today was okay. my math teacher took up the homework today because i actually did it for once. apparently she likes me (even though this was the first time i did my homework in a few weeks...haha) too bad only me and a few other people did all 60 problems that took 2 1/2 pages! (done neatly. which she commented on.  who's a suck-up? becca is!)

so.....that's my life for ya!

life is good.
and that makes me smile.

mucho love!!


February 05 2006

hehe...aren't i loverly?

boys are stupid. the end.



February 02 2006
why, hello there february! =]

life is good.
school is bad.
that's normal.

cookout tomorrow night...i get to see all the friends i've missed =] (mucho happiness)

leave me some more amazing comments!!


January 30 2006
blah. blah. blah. blah.

my life is amazing...
that's really all i have to say for now.. :]


January 29 2006

this is the hero i made on hero machine 2 (found at addictinggames.com) thanks to my pal russ, i made something cool for once...haha...

mucho love,


January 24 2006

well, i would have posted sooner, but my mom grounded me from the computer for something off-the-wall...oh well...so now i'm at mtsu with her and i persuaded her to let me on...i'm so happy...

don't know how much longer it will be till i can get back on here more regularly, but know this for now...

i love you all!!
mucho love,


January 13 2006
nothing to say.

leave amazing remarks and i will post again...

mucho love!!


January 10 2006
i need meds or something...


January 03 2006
one random thing about me:

i'm obsessed with black and white photos...
(if that wasn't already evident enough)


January 02 2006
it only hurts when i breathe...