Just looking around the pictures, seeing so many people with their family christmas pictures & whatnot. it makes me miss that with my family. because, i guess in order to have a family picture, you need an actual.. family.

but it's okay.
i'll just have to stick with friend & church family pictures
since they are the closest i have.

& that's okay with me.. for now at least.
but man, what i would give to just take one more. all of us together, genuinly happy, nothing fake. just.. us as a family.

[two posts in one day. crazyness.]