so mad right now!!!

July 11 2005
so last night after having a pretty decent afternoon before work and having a really slow night at the job i come back to my car to fine the passenger window smashed in and my car and the contents are all over the place. i'm not even making sense right now. after calling the cops and waiting for about an hour i flagged down a passing piggy and asked him how long it would be and he said i might be waiting there for a couple hours, so i decided to go down to the precinct and file a report. that was fun! nothing is really going to happen, i'm just going to get the money so i can get my stuff back. oh by the way my roomie's computer was stolen out of the trunk and a book of cds that we were borrowing from a friend. then when i get to school i find out that i sent out my credit card bill too late and i get a late fee which put me over my credit limit so..... therefore from now on my credit is absolute crap!!! i love being an adult and being responsible for things. WOO HOO! go me. i;ve also figured out that i'm gonna be in school for another year and a half and all the classes i need to take won't be offered at the times that i need them so i have3 to try to convince the administration to schedule a class twice a week so i can register for both sections of it and take the required classes i need to graduate. my mom just called while i was sitting here in the wonderful computer lab and that was just after i found out about the credit card. i didn't feel like talking. but writing somehow helps. i can write as much as i want and in my head i am screaming out the frustration but no one in here can hear me. so i think it helps to be able to yell and get out the emotion instead of being bottled up about it. tomorrow i have an appointment with a sports medicine doctor to figure out what i did to my big toe and maybe i'll need surgery. YIPPIE!!! (i tend to be sarcastic and snide with comments when i am angry) i really just want to be able to dance my ass off and let some of this tension go but we will see about it tomorrow. my ankle is locked up right now so i can't really trust it to do the things i need so i'm backing off the dancin for a minute or so until tomorrow and i get a diagnosis. plus my comp0uter is busted and i don't know how i'm gonna pay for it and i really don't want to call comp usa to find out what is wrong with it! GRRRRR! thats it for now.

Laura-Anne

July 11 2005
poor michael. you sound angry. go eat some ice cream. it makes everything better!

Laura-Anne

July 11 2005
oh, the wedding i went to was for a girl you don't know, and we went to aiko after. fun!

seashell_eyes

July 13 2005
wow. talk about a sucky day. im really sorry dude. responsibility sucks without a doubt. im only 14 and i already hate it. it seems like i keep coming back to this, but man is peter pan lucky. [even though he didnt stay a kid on purpose].but yeah it is awesome being able to dance all the time. i finally learned the rest of the steps i missed saturday and sunday and we're performing tomorrow. o crap. we're performing tomorrow. well thats not so bad but what is bad is that i dont have any money and i need to get $200 for competition team. man this stuff is confusing. i've only been dancing since january so im figuring out a lot of stuff as i go. we still need to go by the studio and get our dvd and pictures from recital. hopefully the dumb office lady will have found the competition packet to give to me. well i'll stop chewing your ear off now and go work on something constructive. probably dance. imagine that. sydney *}