please read this

July 02 2005
ok well i wasnt going to put anything on here about this but i need all the praying i can get.this week has been terrible. it started a couple of days ago my brother is working a fireworks tent and they got robbed. they tied my brother and his friends up and held them there at gunpoint.if theyt moved they would've been shot. my brother is ok and so is his friend. they stole my brothers brand new truck and his cell phone and everything. we found his truck. that was reall scary . that isnt the whole story but its part. then today i found out more bad news. my grandad is in the fourth stage of amnesia(the worst) and he doesnt have very much longer to live. i am really sad right now and i know it is all part of gods plan and he will be at a better place but it is so frustrating. this has definitely been the worst week of my life.please just pray for my family right now.that might sound a little selfish but we really need it. i just am really sad because all the happened at once. it is an overload of bad news. well im gonna go. but these lyrica are amazing.

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that I'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I'll stand up again
and do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I heardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I life my eyes up to you
I won't look very far
cause you'll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again
to life me up again

-relient k "When I Go Down"


-brett

Nathan Moore

July 02 2005
i'll be praying for you, man.

aj

July 02 2005
hey man im real sorry bout all that now i feel selfish cuz i want ppl to pray for me just cuz i got my heart broken but man u rly need it and i will i hope everything goes good

aj

July 02 2005
ya but u need it more than me

aj

July 02 2005
hey man how are u. well this is random but how did u get your friends box and pic box on the left of your screen

elizabeth duncan

July 03 2005
brett....it's not selfish to ask people to pray for you. it's being honest, being vulnerable...anything but selfish. i am really sorry that all of that stuff has happened to your family and i will definitely be praying for you all.

LiKe YoOh NeEd tO kNoW?!?!?!?!?!?!

July 03 2005
Hey Brett......OMG! I love you soo much....... I am so sorry about your brother and I hope you get to spend as much time with your grandad as possible! Those lyrics made me cry... just to think that I have it bad sometimes and noe to realize that ppl have things a lot worse than me........one of my best friends is p'od at me and there is nothing I can do about it.....I thought that was bad........I am so sorry.....if you ever need to talk about anything I am here for you....you have my # so if and whenever you need to call....DO NOT hesitate!!!! I don't care if it is 3:00 in the morning afternoon or whatnot!!!! You are truely the coolest person ever!! We've only started talking recently and I feel like I have known you 4ever!! You are seriously so coolio it is not even funny!!! Well your brother and grandad are in my prayers!! And so are you!!! I love you soo much!!!! *kay*

Jamie

July 03 2005
I'll be praying for you. God is amazing, He has a plan for everything. even through the worst stuff. but He loves you :]

MyRiAh

July 03 2005
aww im soo soo sry to hear bout that..that is HORRIBLE..well hope things get better..well they will..in time..but for now ill be praying..have a beautiful day!! keep ur head up! *ToOtLeS*

Stacy Freeman

July 03 2005
hey bestestestestest friend..i love you!and you are in my prayers! Stacy

aj

July 05 2005
hey man well i recently found out that my friend that works at a fire work stand to got shot at and her dad had to shot the other guys so i thought that might make u realize it could haave been worse and man im still sry bout wat happened and whats happening w/e happens is for the best

Michael Crowley

July 05 2005
yo dude i got me one lol idk why..see ya crowley

LiKe YoOh NeEd tO kNoW?!?!?!?!?!?!

July 09 2005
Hey babe........Well as soon as yooh get this reply back kk?????