New song, "Something about Regret"

September 24 2006
you call me up now, "pick up the phone" i say
but i can't help but look back on that blackened day
where i did the same, and look where i am now..
i felt lost and weak, and how i got there, i don't know how....

you know how i hate depression...
and i hate this conversation
we're walking in circles
with this talk that's at hand
but if i don't say "i love you"
regret will hang in my head
i was trying to sew gold
from a worn out string
where all that stood
was a distant dream
so i guess with every step
we're simply sealing the end
it's better now i guess
instead of simply playing pretend

(chorus)
but i have no regret.. yeah i have no regret..
i said all i could to win us back, i did no wrong
so when you look back now, you can sing your own sad song
if you regret what happened just take comfort in this
that you were the one to end it, i gave you our last kiss
it's over...
(end chorus)

so long it seems it's gone, I dream
but looking back i'm still not angry..
i'm rather puzzled,
and i'm rather quite unsure
i'm looking through the cracks
to see what's mine is yours
and if you ever need me
just scream it out
i'll be there in a flash
don't need to fret or doubt
but i don't believe
that that will ever happen
yes it's over and done
and i feel that's what deeply saddens me...

(chorus)

you really got me going now...
are you feeling happy, are you feeling proud
you really know how to stab a heart
you really know how to tear a boy apart
(repeat)

(chorus)

Meagan McCann

September 24 2006
i love you aaron...