July 04 2005
tonight i went to the gathering and my friend jeremy spoke about pleasure.
it all tied into loving God. like if we are truly in love with God than our desires will be the same as his and we won't be bound by the rules we set for ourselves to determine our own holiness. i was so encouraged because i have always struggled with being really hard on myself for stupid things in an effort to make myself better for God. really, if i am in love with him, my countenance and desires change. they are all directed toward him, so rules are no longer necessary because i want to serve God with everything i am....