Charles De Secondat

This one is for book nerds like me.

AWOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm starting a daily quote thing.

Sir Walter Scott

Moses was stupid. He wondered in the wilderness for 10 forevers, and all that time God blessed him and stuff. How did he repay God? He thwacked His rock. That's right. God says: Talk to this rock. Do not thwack it. But instead Moses walks up and thwacks it. So God killed him. I mean really, how stupid is Moses? God says "Do not thwack rock" and what did he do? He thwacked the rock!!!!! Is it really so tempting? Is it really that hard to resist thwacking a perfectly thwackable rock? Aparently it was for Moses. And what happened to him? God struck him dead. This teaches us many things. 1) If your walking down a sunny lane on a windy Thursday after having a nice chat with God about rock thwacking, and all of a sudden a rock says to you "Don't thwack me" DO NOT THWACK IT!!!! 2) Follow the rules. If you don't break the rules, God won't kill you. Moses broke the rules, so he had to die. 3) PUT ON SOME PANTS!!!!!!

Waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! This is a new Carrie Underwood song and i LOVE it, OMGosh. Here are the lyrics:

What you got if you aint got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
Don't run out on your dreams

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searching for forever,
Is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters, after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

So easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big, at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
And swallows you whole
While you sittin round thinking about what you can't change
And worryin' about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
Better make it count, cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small


Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes eveyrthing else
Seem so small

I. Hate. Homework.

Alot. it is so gay!!!!! i can't do anything because of homework!!!!!! Ug!!!!

i hope i don't get alot on wensday. between drama and church, i just won't get it done. My teachers are gonna have to get over it. They always say "Get involved in school" but then they give us so much homework that we don't have time!!!!!!!! Gah!!

ok, rant over. besides the fact that i have enough homework to fill two semis, i had a good day. Exept Carmen left school so i didn't have anybody to talk to outside @ car riders. I had to stand in the hot all alone Carmen, so i hope you feel good about yourself. But, really, i do hope your wrist gets better cause YOU HAVE TO COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! the doctor better fix your stupid wrist because i will not roam the halls in the morning alone looking like an idiot!!! i never get to see you anyway and it just makes it worse when you don't even come to school. so mug. But, really, 100% serious, i hope it's not broken or anything cause that would hurt......ya.

Ya.

I'm feeling bright and beautiful today........and no longer confuzed. So, yay!!! Everybody have a happy, sunshiny day!!!!!

My brain is too scattered to even come up with a title for this entry, so be creative. This has been an eventful friday. I recived some interesting news today. i found out that my math teacher is the spawn of Satan and loves to give weekend homework. I bet your math teacher isn't related to the Devil. HA!! I got more interesting news after that. I found out that two of my close friends have A:Sold there souls or B: Attended an Ivy Leauge lieing school. And then i found out even more interesting news, which has left me..............conbufluzed. It was an interesting day. 

By the way, im getting a perm. It's gonna look so 80's but i don't care.

I finish the book. I'm oddly void of emotion. I want to talk to someone. I want to scream(or type in all caps.) But i won't. I won't say anything exept that it was an overall disappointment for me. Worse than New Moon in some ways. To quote Shakespeare:"I am amazed, and know not what to say." The quote at the begining of the book is nice. "Fire and Ice" by Robert Frost. A little too appropriate.

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

My first thought upon reading this was: "It dosn't matter if it's fire or ice that does the job, the world is still destroyed."

I think change might cause me physical pain. My first days of Middle and High school were rattled by unbearable tummy aches (High school worse than Middle, though. Much worse.) The same happened at my baptism, and, all of you are going to think i've losed it and reached that level past obsession that is commenly called crazy, but i also felt it the day after i finished Twilight. That last one scares the crap out of me, but anyway, ignoring that bit of insanity, these are all huge events in my life, a new chapter in the book that is existance. I'm going to implode when i move away to college.........ug, that's a scary thought.

Off the subject of my newly proven lack of brain (even though everyone whos anyone already new i was hopeless) I'm gonna talk about High school. I love it and i hate it. 1st block is hard but cool because Mr. T is the president of planet cool. 2nd block is from heck, exept for the fact that it holds the highest number of my friends, but there all to busy doing math to even look at me. 3rd block is pretty awsome, mainly because i get to go to lunch and it's my only class with Megan. 4th block is like 3rd grade all over again, but Robyn and Jacob keep things interesting. The gayest thing about high school is that i have no classes with Carmen. This sucks all the way to sucky town, but there might be hope for next semester.

ya, well, ya

ya, i feel like i haven't bloged in forever and a day so.....................ya. I read the last Harry Potter book. It was very good and equally depressing. Funny quote: "IF WE DIE FOR THEM, I'M GONNA KILL YOU, HARRY!" haha. Ron, gotta love Ron.

School starts on Monday. I'm so scared, yet im not, really. Im throwing a sleepover and all my friends are going to go to school with me, Woo!!

Crap, i need to clean my room!!!!!!!

"Does thinking I'm the last sane person on the face of the earth make me crazy?" -IRobot. That's a good movie, good movie. NEW FAVORITE SONG: "Spiderpig! Spiderpig! Does whaterver a Spiderpig does!" LOL

ECLIPSE COMES OUT A WEEK FROM WENSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!  woot!! 

"It starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose, wherever it goes, I always know. That you make me smile, please stay for a while, now. Just take your time, wherever you go."

This is from and AWSOME song that i just got for FREE on iTunes. "Bubby" by Colbie Caillat.

I have always wondered why i'm afraid of change, and i just found out without even knowing what i was doing.

"I never change, and for some reason i don't expect anyone else to change either. That's why i'm so afraid of change. Because when something changes, everybody starts going in fast-forward, while I stand and watch everyone leave me behind."

I typed that in a remark without thinking about it really, but i found my answer. It's a scary one. Everything is scary now.

I deleted my "not afraid" thought.

The fear has been rekindled.

The last firm piller of my old life has crumbled, now i have to try to build a new one.

I am afraid of high school.

And my enemys.

And my future.

And my friends.

And myself.

"If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Don't skip songs.

---Eh, sometimes repeat artists come up.... skip it or keep it. . .whatever

Opening Credits
"Bigger Than the Beatles" Joe Diffie

Waking Up
"She'll Leave You With a Smile" George Strait

First Day at School
"Definately Maybe"  FM Static

Breaking up
"Settle for a Slowdown" Dierks Bentley
Happiness
"Grillz" Ali & Big Gipp, Nelly & Paul Wall

Life's Okay
"Concrete Angel" Martina McBride

Mental Breakdown
"Teardrops On My Guitar" Taylor Swift
Driving
"I Can't Make You Love Me" Bonnie Raitt

Flashback
"Drops of Jupiter" Train


Getting Back Together
"Sweet Victory" Spongebob Squarepants

Wedding
"Like We Never Loved At All" Faith Hill (lol......dosn't fit at all)

Birth of a Child
"Meant to Live" Switchfoot

Final Battle
"These Days" Rascal Flatts

Death Scene
"The Sweet Escape" Gwen Stefani

Funeral Song
"Stay With Me (Brass Bed)" Josh Gracin

So Long  
"Home" Daughtry

LOL. None of mine fit at all.