Ok, so last night I went to the cast party for A Midsummer Night's Dream (i was a fairy, it was awsome!!!) Anyway, it was at this guy's house and his parents were out of town (which i did not know.) So after our adult supervision left, ppl started drinking and smoking. So i left. I really thought some of the ppl there were cooler than all of that, but i was wrong. It was a really disappointing night.

EIGHT Last's:

1. Last drink: orange juice

3. Last phone call: megan

4. Last text message: megan

5. Last CD played: christmas CD in mom's car

6. Last bubble bath: when i was little 

7. Last time you cried: I'm always crying

8. Last meal: like an hour ago

 

Have You’s:

1. Have you ever dated someone twice? no

2. Have you ever been cheated on? i hope not

4. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? i've never kissed anyone

5. Have you ever lost someone? yes, forever and ever

6. Have you ever been depressed? am currently

7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? ask me no questions i'll tell you no lies.

 

Name SIX things you did in the past three days:

1. washed my feet

2. danced the fairy dance

3. blew a bubble-gum bubble

4. yelled at my sister

5. watched a baptism

6. breathed (is that a word??)

 

List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to

1. God

2. Megan

3. Batey

4. Carmen

5. Myself

(the key words are "pretty much")

 

List THREE favorite colors

1. Yellow

2. Purple

3. Pink/Green

 

List TWO things you want to do before you die

1. be the best Christian i can be

2. let it all go and not have to worry at all about anything; perferably while dancing in the rain with my one true love on  vacation to some wonderful places all aroung the world.

 

SO FAR IN 07…

1.Been to school - sadly, yes 

2.Made a new friend - indeed

3.Fallen out of love - pshaw, i dont know what love is.

4.Done something you swore never to do- now that's an interesting question........ya, i suppose so

5.Laughed until you cried - ha! i did within the past week!

6.Went behind your friends back - oh yeah, definatly. regreting every second of it.

7.Met someone who changed your life - I'll never be the same.

8.Gotten close to someone - yeah, i did. life would be so sad if you were not close to people.

9.Found out who your true friends are- kinda a hard thing to come to terms with, isn't it? yes, i did.

 

1. Do you have a crush? i have a boyfriend

2. Who is the best hugger that you know? Mom

3. Do you believe in love at first sight? it could happen...

4. Is there something you want to tell someone? if i know a person at all, i want to tell them something.

5. What brand of shirt are you wearing? something from macy's

6. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? maybe ;)

7. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? yes, a relationship

8. How many people on your top friends? sorry, can't remember!!!

9. How many kids do you want to have? 3 or more

10.Do you have a good relationship with your parents? They know what i want them to know. 

11.Do you wanna change your name? No

12. What did you do for your last birthday? sleepover

13. What time did you wake up today? 6:30ish

14.What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping, surprisingly

15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: get out of geometry

16. Last time you saw your dad? like 2 hours ago

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? be more smart

 18. Which hand do you like better? right

 19. What are you listening to right now? the TV/radio/little voices

 20. Have you ever talked to Tom? O_o* Tom? Who what?

21. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yes

22. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yes

23. Least favorite month?January/Febuary

24. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? tank top 

25. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? Mr. T

26. Most visited webpage?  phusebox

27. Would you help one of your best friends fight if he/she was losing?  I would help them if they were winning.

 28. Coke or Pepsi? neither

 29. What’s the worst day of your life? when my great-grandmother died. She is still the closest person to me.

 30. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? No, let the murder and hate continue.

 31. Do you think there’s some models/people out there, that should lose a few pounds? some people's lives are in serious danger because of weight issues. So, ya.

1. Is someone in love with you?
I don't know, but i highly dought it. 

2. Do you know anyone named Dave?
Alas, no

3. What color is your couch?
it's a swirly-like pattern with lots of browns and tans

4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
prolly at some point, but i cant remember any specifics.

5. Have you ever tried Propel Water?
yes and it is nasty
6. What color are the walls of your bedroom?
lime green

7. Do you think that hair extensions look skanky?
Skanky is a funny word.

8. Are you named after a grandparent?
nope

9. What did u do yesterday?
I went to Church, hang out around the house... yeah thats about it

10. What is your greatest fear?
going to hell

11. Are you taller than 5'6"?
i think i am 5'6..........or taller

12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
well,not personaly but i see all those peeps on the news and stuff. I know of people in jail.

13. Ever seen a dead body?
Unfortunaly

14. Do you like the color green?
course i do

15. One of your favorite things?
brown paper packages tied up with string

16. How old are you?
 14. Woop diddy

17. Who was the last person to send you a text message??
beautiful, wongerful Megan

18. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs?
who dosn't??!?!?!?!?? (lol j/k)

19. Last restaurant you went to?
Chili's 

20. Whats the weather like today?
Cold and rainy.

21. Last voice mail you received?
prolly Megan but idk for sure

22. What did you do today?
school. it was as spectacular as reciving a basket of kittens.

dead kittens.

23. What's the first thing you would do with five million pounds?
move to England to spend them

24. How much did you sleep last night?
sleep @ ten-thirty awake @ six-thirty

25. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
not that i know of.

26. Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
some mexican who kept callin my phone.

27. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
hahahoheha. that's funny, good one.

28. What jewelry are you wearing?
a ring and thats it

29. What's your middle name?
like i would tell you.

30. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
pshaw, what else would i do? Stay home? Hahahe, you really are funny.

31. Whats your favorite drink?
orange soda

32. Do you swear at your parents?
every day!! what's a sentence without a curse word????? ;)

33. Is your phone right beside you?
i wish.........i really need to find it................

34. Ever been in a car wreck, while you were driving? 

I cant drive. the Lord is blessing the good people of dickson.

35. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Well, if someone is reading this and learning all this personal info about me, then prolly.

36. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
i dont wear shoes with laces.

37. Whats the color of your bedsheets?
they are striped with lots of colors

38. Have you ever crawled through a window?
i dont think so..........

39. Are you photogenic?
absolutly not

41. Where do you spend most of your money?
trip to Europe

42. What was the last thing you did?
typed "trip to Europe"

43. Do you have a tattoo?
ya. it's right in the center of my back and it says "tattoos are gay."

44. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
no, i watch cartoons all the time.

45. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
Yes.

46. Have you ever told someone you loved them, but didn't mean it?
I say "i love you" to people i've barley even met. bad habit, really. But i love everyone with the love of the Lord.

47. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
haha, good times.

48. What are you doing in 2008?
sorry, i cant predict the future. (actually, i can, but yall dont know that) 

49. What is your ringtone?
my fone is always on vibrate

50. What were you doing at 2am last night?
partyin like a rockstar *coughsleepingcough*

 

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? The Lord only knows. Prolly a living cheeta or small pox or something.

2. When was the last time you threw up? When I was sick a couple of months ago. This is a gross question.

3. What's your favorite curse word? Are you seriously asking me this? 

4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? My brother, my sister, and the British guy in my sunday school class. 

5. What were you doing at 8AM this morning? Getting ready for church, of course!! *coughsleepingcough*

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? same thing im doing right now. cant get me away from the computer!!

8. Have you ever been to a strip club? pshaw, hundreds of times. You know, sence I'm over 21 and a pervert and everything.

9. What is the last thing you said out loud? "thanks for the grilled cheese mom. it was delicious."

10. What is the best ice cream flavor? chocolate

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? cran-grape juice

12. What are you wearing right now? clothes. No, I do not need to put some pants on, thank you very much!! 

13. What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheese

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? no but ma mom did. I get them for Christmas.

15. When was the last time you ran? I don't feel the need to exert myself in this way.

16. What's the last sporting event you watched? football on TV

18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace? don't have one, but on phusebox, Carmen

19. Ever go camping? no

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw? in restaurants. 

25. What did your last text message say? good morning from Jacob

26. Are you someone's best friend? I would like to think so, but it's really up tho the other person, isn't it?

27. What are you doing tomorrow? school

28. Where is your mom right now? in the livingroom

29. Look to your left, what do you see? a wall

30. What color is your watch? i dont wear watches

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia? Megan and Europe.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster? hecks yes, fool!

33. What is your birthstone? emerald

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through? which ever my mom feels like 

35. What is your favorite number? 121

36. Do you have a dog? yes

37. who was the last person that you talked to on the phone? Megan

38. Have you met anyone famous? I've met several people who will be.

39. Any plans today? freezing my butt off in the parade.

40. How many states have you lived in? 1

41. Ever go to college? plan to

42. Where are you right now? computer room

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now? school and homework

44. Last song listened to? cant hear radio

46. Are you allergic to anything? dust and lies

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? rocket dogs, the official shoe of heaven. 

49. Are you jealous of anyone? certain persons at certain times.

50. Is anyone jealous of you? yes, I know for a fact of one person. 

51. Do you love anyone? of course.

52. Do any of your friends have children? Do they?

53. Do you eat healthy?pshaw, no

54. What do you usually do during the day? sleep

55. Do you hate anyone right now? debatable. I'm not to fond of that devil guy.

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? prolly

58. How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 15.

59. Have you ever been to Six Flags? yes, I have never zipped up my pants sence then (lol j/k)

60. How did you get one of your scars? jamming a pencil into the roof of my mouth.

Click here to create your own painting.Well, this is my personality in paint. Interesting.

I HAVE A SEXY UNICORN CURSOR!!!! AND AN AWSOME BACKGROUND!!!

it changed all my words to italics, tho. that's odd. If you scroll over a link (which are now pink!!!!) it turns all sparkely. YAY!!

 

I can't take much more. Everybody I know is yelling something different at me. All the jumbled up noise makes me want to jump off a cliff. It keeps me up till 1:30 in the morning, so tired, but unable to sleep because I have too much to think, too much to do. Sometimes I would really pay to shut up the voices. To shut up the world. To shut up everyone who wants me to change or do things different, when I'm perfectly happy where I am. Shut up Mom. Shut up teachers. Shut up friends. Go away and never come back. Never hear those voices again. Should I be worried?

A true piece of visual genius

 

Money cant buy you back the love that you had then

Well nothing is going on with me. Exept for the fact that high school has sucked all the joy from my soul. I don't have as much fun with my friends anymore. Actually, I hardly ever have fun, but I try really hard to pretend I do. Sometimes stuff actually is funny, I laugh, but it's not the ROTFL stuff that 8th grade held. Do I really have to indure 4 years of this!? No, I have to endure a lifetime of this. Because last year isn't coming back, and I have to much homework to even attempt to 'live' again.

K, so i got a layout. It's really weird and rather scary, but I love it. Something about the eyes.......it just seems me, witch showes once and for all how strange I am. The words are kinda hard to read. It says:

Open my grave and let the sun shine in.

I am just a lost soul.

Help me to grow, show me the way to your heart.

Oh, can’t you see I’m dying.

I’ve got  no reason to be proud, drink the water around me before I drown.

 

 

Ok, so i officaly love transition to high school cause when we finish our work we can do whatever we want!!!! So I'm here with you kids!!!!!!! Idk what to say. I havent been here 4 so long, there is too much life to catch up with!!!! I started writing in a journal again, i didnt realize until right now that it was my replacement for phusebox. Weird. So now i haf to figure out how to get a layout. i guess ill go have fun with that.

Its been 2 long! my internet is down so im on here first time in at least a month. Im at school and if i get caught on here im in so much trouble but i dont care. i miss phusebox so much. it really is sad. im having withdraw symptoms. i better go b4 i get suspended. i love yall so much.

 

 

 Switzerland

 

Part of a song. I really need to apply this to my life. Don't we all.

 

 

Don't blink, just like that

Your 6 years old and you take a nap

And you wake up and your 25

And your high school sweetheart becomes your wife

Don't blink

You just might miss your babys growin, like mine did

Turning into moms and dads, next thing you know, your better half

Of 50 years is there in bed

Your prayin God takes you instead

Trust me friend, 100 years

Goes faster than you think

Don't blink

Why are fire trucks red?

Fire trucks have 4 wheels and 8 men.

8+4=12

There are 12 inches on a rular.

Queen Elizabeth the 2nd was a rular.

The Queen Elizabeth 2 is one of the largest ships in the sea.

Seas have fish.

Fish have fins.

The Finns fought the Russians,

Russians are also known as Reds.

Fire trucks are always rushin'.

Therefore, they are red.

 

 

 

 

OMG OMG!!!!!! IM GOING TO NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS SPRING!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

NEW YORK!!!

Some awsome advice from Mexico!!!!

 

 

 

Drink nothing without seeing it; sign nothing without reading it.

Spanish Proverb

 

Our friend Zack from The Car Wash bothering people at the Disney store.

A video by my new best friend.......Zack Scott. It is so hilarious!!! 

One for today and one for yesterday.

 

 

 

 

RUMOR, n. A favorite weapon of the assassins of character.

Ambrose Bierce , The Devil's Dictionary

 

 

 

 

"Big ol', flat-headed, ugly catfish. Catfish are so ugly."

 

 My Dad

OMGosh. This made my day, I laughed till i cried. LOL