Ok, so............where to begin? I havent been on here in, what, a month and a half? More? NEway, so i was reading my 49 friends blogs when i noticed something. About the first 20 of them were so super depressing that i just wanted to cry. Why is every body (including myself) so dang bumed all the time? We are YOUNG! No one can tell us we're wrong! People need to realize that while they sit aroung depressed, the world spins. We waste good breath complaning about how we wish it could be and we totaly miss the beauty of how God made it. For example, (and alot of people will prolly hate me for saying this) unless you are a super genius or a mature adult with a spouse/fiance, then i'm willing to bet you don't know what love is. I know it's totaly not my place to criticize anyone, and that's not what im tryin to do at all, but that "love of your life" is probably just gonna be "love of a few months" unless it's God's will. But you dont know if it is or not, so you should be prepared (as in, don't fall into a spiraling depression if your high school sweetheart breaks up with you).

I'm  not tryin to boss anybody or hate or anything, so if you totaly appose what im tryin to say plez don't hate me. I'm just tryin to adress the total lack of joy in the majority of people in the world (or high school comunity).

p.s. I was gonna try to be more phusebox-active and post more often, but my "I'M BACK!!" blog really didn't turn out as planed, so we'll see what happens.........O_0*