June 14 2006
so i slept till noon today... maybe i shouldnt say up so late.... HA... who am i kinding? .... sara called... we went to the movies to see The Breakup.... ending sucked @$$... but it was a good movie!!! then me and sara and andrew went to old navy.... got some new flip flops... hmm.... only 1 week till WARPED TOUR 06'!!!!!!

macaroni salad...

June 13 2006
so... its 12:30am... and im sitting at the computer eating macaroni salad... god could my life be any more pathetic...?

so @ work this evning and old friend came thru the drive thru... it was nice talking to him... then a man come thru and told me "i had sexy eyes..." then sara picked me up... we went to andrew's and chillaxed w/ his mom for a while... then our (me sara andrew and amanda) venture to walmart @ 11 o'clock at night was fairly interesting...  this guy named matt was sooooooooooo flirting w/ me... even 10 year old amanda saw right thru him LOL... i guess it just feels good to be wanted by someone...i  havent had that feeling in a while really...u know the one where u know that there is no doubt that this someone or anyone really.....the feeling that they truly love you....or that they really care for you... god i need a boyfriend.... well im going back to my macoroni loves me....dang i feel so emo right now LMAO!!... oh and im no one touch me.... darn tanning bed that i really dont need to go to b/c im dark anyway....but a fat gurls gotta feel good about herself.... hmmmmmmm like i sed at the begining..... pathetic....

Words I Couldn't Say
Rascal Flatts

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
There a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say


June 12 2006
you know what ticks me off.... when there isnt anything but old reruns on tv but for somereason u still stay up late and watch them... i swear ive watched the Fresh Meat Challenge on mtv like a bazillion times.... ....

yip... so all i've accomplished today was going to the tanning bed and breaking my diet for some stinkin lo mein that i just couldnt say no to.... danged chinees food.... what can i say... its my weakness... well one of them... i feel like i've waisted the day.... but... i have to work tonight... 4-10... so some one PLEASE come and see me... i'll give u something free.... even if u just drive thru the thru... plz... ok well im out!!!...

so ive decided to just turn the tv off when those darn pesky re-runs are ruinin my sleep... maybe that'll work... who knows?

1 week till my senior pictures.... hummmmmm what to do.... what to wear....?


June 10 2006
well...todaywas my first day @ great clips.... i had fun.... all the ladies there were really nice... and it was kool seeing the different kinds of cuts...  then i  had to go to a friends b-day party... yay?... hmmm well i guess thats it.... oh i got new hair....

i can faux hawk it so its totaly KOOL.... let me know if u like!!!

oh and baby pic....

he looks drunk LOL.... well.... im out much love!


June 09 2006
so he's home and im EXTRA excited!!!! LOL... dang i gotta work tonight ... someone come visit me 3-11!!!!  peace

"Who Knew"

You took my hand

You showed me how

You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh

That's right

I took your words

And I believed

In everything

You said to me

Yeah huh

That's right

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them up

Cause they're all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever

And ever

Who knew

Remember when we were such fools

And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no

No no

I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now

For they're long gone

I guess I just didn't know how

I was all wrong

They knew better

Still you said forever

And ever

Who knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head

Until we meet again

Until we

Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend

What happened

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong and

That last kiss

I'll cherish

Until we meet again

And time makes

It harder

I wish I could remember

But I keep

Your memory

You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew

My darling

My darling

Who knew

My darling

I miss you

My darling

Who knew

Who knew


June 07 2006
my brother comes home tomorrow... mama has to goand spend the night @ the hospital tonight so the nurses cand make sure shes ok w/ taking care of a premature baby... but he should be home in the morning...!!! woot... ttfn...

ho hum....

June 05 2006
so while escorting mama to lowes this afternoon.... it hit me.... i knew what i was going to do for my prom dress..... and i will not tell till prom night.... the only one who will know is my date.... which brings me to my "ho hum".... i have figured and excepted that i will most likley be going to prom .... alone.....   oh well i guess... maybe i'll atleast go w/ some friends.... ho hum.....    yep so still no word on when the baby bro is commin home.... they are just waitin for him to eat all of his feedings from the the Thursday CD.... kicks BUTT!!!... we are finally all moved in... my room is totaly unpacked...and done... well except for my posters.... which always takes forever for me to put up.... i went to krystals today... i thought of him.... though i know i shouldnt be.... i miss him...  i got a job @ great clips today.... as a receptionist.... i dont know when i start yet she'll call me.... chill out.... im still @ Mrs. Chicken.... i jus got 2 jobs... i work tomorrow night 3-10 so some one come see me plz...!   .... well i guess thats all for now.... much love...

lowe's trip....


Anybody under the age of 15 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.

Just because you were born in '92 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.

It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the nineties just wont cut it.

You're a 90's kid if:

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..."

You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it

"Miss Susie had a steam boat, the steam boat had a bell..miss suzie
went to heaven the steamboat went to hell_o operator please give me
number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll kick you from behind the
fridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and
broke her little ass_k me no more questions, please tell me no more
lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the
cornfield the bees are in their hives .......................... miss
suzie and her boyfriend are kissing in the D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K
dark dark dar dar da dark"

You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early

on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at

You begged for some GAK, and when you got that they came out with
scented GAK, and when you got that they came out with funny scented

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto,
Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you
really really want.)

You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

You used to listening to the radio all day long just to record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time"

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger
were meant to be together. (this was meant for young 80s children)

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be
who............and still all ended up being Tommy or Kimberly.

You remember when super nintendo's became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

"I've fallen and I can't get up" -- Help is on the way Mrs. Fletcher

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

Two words... Trapper Keeper.

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with
silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE

he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt
come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow
he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants
show show show

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

Writing M.A.S.H. notes.

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and/or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out.

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

When we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy...

Before the Internet & text messaging...

Before Sidekicks & iPods...

Before MIKE JONES...

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...

...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we didn't have to dial area codes for local numbers.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days ....

no baby yet

June 01 2006
so we're all moved in to our new house.... but no baby yet.... WOOT for new high speed cable internet.... oh and i sooooo live across the street from lacey and courtney now LOL... well its late.... so im off to bed.... sara... call me...!

baby pics...

May 24 2006
well.....i got to go see chris today... and hes doing REALLY good... he should be home by next saturday.... i hope! .... but i got some pics...! dont cry some are sad....!

Chrisin his incubator thingy.... hes wearin his pimpsunglasses b/c of the lights that are helping w/ his jaundice...

mommy holdin chris.... i dont get to hold him till the end of this week... and thats an IV in his head so he wont mess w/ it and its easier to hold him...

mommyand chris...

mama and her hoe nails LOL....  this one is my favorite!!....

well i guess thats all.... thanx to every one and their prays and all of those who have kept us in mind.... please continue to pray b/c all is not good till he comes home.... 





May 20 2006
Christian Valentino Demarino

Born May 20th 2006

4lb 11oz ..... but

he was born realy early...  and now they r holding him in an incubator
in ICU b/c he isnt breathing on his own.... and we dont know for how
long.... these next few hours will be the most crucial.... pray not
only for me.... my family... but mostly for little chris.... my
beautiful baby brother....

proud big sister....tRISH...

on a lighter note... i guess graduation was fun... but i think im sick
... (thanx john) ... so i couldnt yell... at all.... i looked extra
hott though w/ saras cherry dress.... im sooooo freekin proud of all of
the seniors... i cried like a baby!!!! .... "he" was there and we
talked ALOT.... maybe there is something a little more between us then
both of us thought....  i think hes comming w/ me to CT this summer...
well guys i guess im off to bed.... i've had a rough week!! come see
me@ work tomorrow 4-10!!! WOOT   



May 11 2006
i cried today.... like a total baby!!!..... man i felt stupid.... but i've known most of the seniors since i was a freshman... they're the ones who helped me through my rough times.... the helped me trough my class isssue... friends... and high school in general.... am i not supposed to cry.... i just hope that next year some one cries when i leave... i hope i've impacted someones life the way some of the seniors have mine....
 i WILL miss the class of 06!!!!!

josh n
Brandon K
Brandon A
and more im sure.... but i'll miss you all!!!1 *kisses*... and i'll see u @ graduation!!!!


are you going to the warped tour

May 10 2006
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yah thats bout how i feel today... but i did find out that i get to go to the warped tour woot diggidy.... im totaly extatic about cuz it'll be the first thing i've gotten to do w/ friends in a LONG time...  
 18 Visions
The Academy Is
Against Me!
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag
Armor For Sleep
Billy Talent
The Black Out Pact
The Bled
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine
The Casualties
Class of Zero
Code 4-15
Danny Diablo
Die Hunns
Down To Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
Dynamite 8
The Early November
Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)
Every Time I Die
The Fall Of Troy
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
The Fully Down
Gatsbys American Dream
The Germs
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
I am Ghost
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Less Than Jake
Left Alone
The Living End
Lorene Drive
Motion City Soundtrack
Mute Math
My American Heart
Over It
The Pink Spiders
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reggie & The Full Effect
Rise Against
Riverboat Gamblers
Saves The Day
Senses Fail
Side 67
The SmashUp
The Sounds
State Radio
Stretch Arm Strong
The Spill Canvas
Split Fifty
The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)
Valient Thorr
We Are The Fury
Wheels On The Bus

yep thats who's gunna be there.... i dont know ALOT of them but hey thats not what matters right... LOL .... hmmmmm but n e wayz.... notta lot is happening right now.... but school is almost over.... im kinda happy but sad @ the same time.... b/c that means all seniors are leaving me... and i'll have to go like months w/out seeing some of my friends.... mama made my michaels appt.... i want ke, corey, and sara to be there w/ me.... and ozzy (my iguana) ... im excited WOOT... hmmmm well i guess thats all leave me some comments!


May 08 2006


"If you wanna marry Joe Millionaire, go ahead. If you're a celebrity and you wanna marry your high school sweetheart for 55 hours, go right ahead. If you're J. Lo, and you wanna marry 18 people, for 6 days each, hey! Go right on ahead! But if you happen to be reasonably minded and have fallen in love and wanna marry your soul mate and make a life of it, and you just so happen to be the same sex, then NO! How dare you! You demon creatures! We'd rather you just buy gasoline and support our war and continue to consume and fear in our country so we can make money off you. But do us a favor — don't hold hands in public. Love, Pink"

i soooooo totaly stole this from stephen.... oh well.... thatas my wise thought fo r the day!!!! WOOT   so what is everyone up to? me.... jus chillin @ coreys waitin to go to work.... hmmmm..... well i miss phusebox.... so leave me lottsa comments K...


some one PLEASE come see me @ work tonight(5-10)!!!! or wed.(4-8) night... or friday(4-11).... saturday(10am-5pm) or sunday(4-9) !!! ..........bordum!


April 16 2006
my party was soooo freekin kool.... if u missed it u SUCK!!! woot!

and ashley even let us dress her up like ME!!!

OMG i got s-5 WOOT!

April 13 2006
first off..... congats to all the following....

S-1:  Sarah freakin' VERMILLION

S-2:  Stephen Harris - Rising sophomore dude. friggin awsome...

S-3:  Autumn Boynton! love her...

S-4:  Jennifer Goodson! her to...

S-5:  The amazing ME!!! how u like them apples...?

im sorry michael... and thats all i have to say...
im not sorry for what i sed b/c i ment it but sorry for hurting his feelings...  and just like i understand that i hurt his feelings and i may have been a little out of line by including other ppl in what i sed  he should understand that not everyones feelings about things are the same... nor is everyone going to like him... thats life home dawgs... but i am truly sorry...

on a lighter note.... practice sucked... mainly b/c mrs gunter got mad @ me b/c i couldnt stay and do someone elses job.... but shes stressed so i understand... party tomorrow... party list includes

Alyssa (my cousin)
and someone else i feel im missing....

... i just wanted ppl there that i knew i'd have fun w/... @ first i wanted something big... but then i realized that friends were all that mattered... man... what a day... i feel like crap... and its not even over...
much love

u missed.....

April 12 2006
WOW... havent been on for a while... here is what u missed....
1) ... me rambling about.... nothing.....
2) see above...
3) my birthday was  yesterday.... im 17 now WOOP!
4) .... last time i checked big arrogant jerks weren't good leaders.... (i.e..... next years battalion commander.... )
5) i made a new friend named Brock... or we call him brock-o-li  LMAO!!! hes TOTALLY kool....
6) my birthday party is friday.... wanna come call me.... 907-3194.... for all the info.... i NEED more ppl to come jus .... well.... cuz i do.....
7) i bleached the tips of my hair....
8) i soooooo jus took my moms excursion joy riding .... FUN!
9) Wizard of Oz.... April 20, 21, 22 @ 7:00 @ Oakland.... $5.00..... BE there or BE square...!!!
well im out guys much love to my hommies.... leave me LOTS of comments!!! WOOP im out!


April 01 2006
sup hommies.... dang so spring break is comming to an end... darn... this week was ok i guess... i feel as if i got nothing accomplished though.... i guess cuz i worked ALOT.... well theres only 11 more days till my b-day... what r u gettin me?


March 31 2006
hey guys... wat be up?... notta whole lot here .... yah so my spring break has blowed...LOL... oh well i gues... well... off to work... tell me how much u love me!!


March 29 2006
Britt spent the night last night... we had fun... and took lots of pics!!! LOL.... well i hope that everyones spring break is going good... mine is ok i guess.... just workin a whole lot!!!   n e ways heres SOME pics...!


March 26 2006

ahhhh... relief.... spring break has arrived... and i have to work ALL week.... oh well... i like it cuz that means money.... so friday the cast of Oz went to the costume shop... we had fun... mostly cuz im not even in the play and i still got to go... what can i say Mrs. Gunter loves me... LOL.... hmmmm.... then we went to the mall and i got a hermit crap we named him DDR the scrumptulesent emo hermit that makes me worry bout us drama kids... well... im off to work hope every one has a srumptulesent week!!!