frustrated!

July 18 2005
It frustrates me to see people hurt and not be able to help them feel better.It's so frustrating to have nothing to say that will cheer them up.

Charlie and The Chocolate Factory is awesome!

July 16 2005
I went to see Charlie and The Chocolate Factory last night and it was awesome! It was so funny. I think you should go see it. Well...not much is going on around here. Just got back from Hastings a few minutes ago. I love going there because I love the atmosphere it's kinda quiet and relaxing. It's nice to get out of the house for awhile.

I need coffee!

July 14 2005
ok...this was one of those days that I just needed to be alone and think and i needed a cup of coffee. But I was stuck at home for most of the day cleaning and guess what? I get to clean again tomorrow! HA! what are the chances of that? Oh well....things could be worse. I'm actually ok. just slightly irritated at how some people can't see past someone else's mistakes and stop judging them! Agh! We all make mistakes.

life

July 11 2005
life isn't so funny anymore.

Starbucks!

July 09 2005
I finally got to go to Starbucks today and it was awesome! I wish I'd had my summer reading book with me. I could have stayed there and read for hours.

hmmm....

July 07 2005
Life is so funny.It can seem so confusing for awhile and so sad and lonely and then something good happens and you meet someone and things seem good and happy and...yeah...something like that.

Fireworks!

July 05 2005
People in my neighborhood are still shooting fireworks! Good grief! Well, not much going on here which is probably a good thing but anyways...I was just thinking...trusting someone is a big and somewhat scary thing. I mean think about it. You are trusting someone to not hurt you or dissappoint you but at some point that person will probably dissappoint you and sometimes I think having someone dissappointed in you is worse than being yelled or angry.(ok I kinda switched topics on you,sorry)Well,that's about it.

Happy fourth of July!

July 04 2005
Hello...Today seems to be going pretty good so far. Just sitting here...people were shooting fireworks off like crazy last night! It was great! Well, I should try to read Huckleberry Finn(sigh)

tired!!!

July 03 2005
I'm so tired...I'm tired of feeling like disappoint people and I'm tired of worry and doubt and fear. I'm so tired. I know i keep saying that but that's how I'm feeling right now.I just want to get out of here! Is that a bad thing? I really need to quit complaining.ok...I'm going to think of something good and happy and focus on that..........it's summer. at least I'm not in school.

I'm losing it

July 02 2005
hello everyone I'm loosing it. (see) The first thing to go is my ability to spell.yeah... I'm really tired. Ha... I spelled tired right!