June 13 2005
Today is the first day since summer started that I have been alone. I have worked 8- 5 every weekday, and at night and on the weekends everyone is at the house. Im not really complaining, because i always have something to do, but everyone NEEDs to be alone once in a while. And I really need to work on my artwork before school starts. When people are around I cannot concentrate, so I have really been neglecting it lately. Not a good thing when Im sapposed to be preparing for art school. Im getting scared that I will fall behind. I get the next two weeks off, so hopefully I will get a few days to relax and get stuff done.
Im starting to freak out a little about moving to New York. I know that God has so much planned for me up there, and all I want to do is be available for Him to use me. BUT, the fact that I am leaving everything I know is starting to become more and more real. Yet, I am sure that everyone feels this way at some point or another. God is so good and I know He will take care of me. When has he not?
BTW- I really like phusebox because only one person I know is going to read this. super.

Nathan Moore

June 17 2005
what type of artwork do you do? btw, nyc is great... it just takes a while to get used to... especially a move from the south.

Blake Haley

June 17 2005
awww...emms, I'm back! And I know what you mean about only one person reading this. I feel goofy sometimes...but I still like phusebox...haha.