Well, first let me say that I missed my Phusebox and my Tuesday updates, so I guess Friday is now my new day to post.  As I was driving back from Atlanta on Tuesday I decided that I was going to make a few resolutions for the upcoming year.  Well, after I ruled out losing a weight and and joining a gym I came up with the following list:

1) I'm going to live my life as if I have no regrets.  I can't continue to dwell on the past and allow that to dictate my future.  Having just graduated college, I feel as though I now have the opportunity to start life all over with new dreams, goals, and aspirations.  I can't change the past, so time to start anew.

2) I'm going to allow myself to be more open and not afraid to love someone.  Note, there is no one in particular in mind right now.  But I have been living behind a wall because I didn't want my heart to be broken again.  A broken heart mends over time.  I have always tried too hard in a relationship, wanting to give someone everything they wanted until I either burned out or realized that I was being used.  There is someone out there for me, but there is no need to be in rush to find her. 

3) I'm going to take time for myself and relax.  Over the past two weeks, I worked over 100 hours (which meant I had a really nice paycheck - $1100 before taxes). But this included only have 2 days off in a 15 day period and even working crazy hours (i.e. 2pm on 12/23 until 6am on 12/24 and then coming back to work 11a-7p and driving home to Atlanta).  I had so many people telling me to slow down and breathe which I didn't think I had the time to do.  I got to the point that I was only eating 1 meal a day thus leading to some serious weight loss (which I honestly don't have any to lose).  So, I'm going to say no, take my days off and just lay back and life roll on by.

Happy New Year's to everyone and don't do anything too crazy for New Year's Eve.

- Daniel