fire rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

csi is definately one of my fave shows. final destination three is coming out and i am starting to want to see it. last night on usa final destination and final destination two was on. exhausted as i was, i stayed up til eleven just to see the end of the second movie. (i found out later that it was coming on again today at four, which kinda made me mad)

well at least i have no tests today. we are learning about the holocaust and adolf hitler  in almost all of my classes. i suppose that this is a good thing b/c i know almost all there is to know on those topics. whoa, i've got to get to class.

                                          lylas

one of my new fave pictures. nothing new to report.  people here are getting a little crazy b/c valentines  day is coming up. oh well, at least most of my friends are staying sane. :)

lylas

life is good so far. my grades are on the up and up and i haven't fought with anyone. there is nothing really to report. i saw baby harrison this morning b/c mr. cing brought him to school.  i found out alot of interesting things this morn. this weekend was okay. i am still nursing a horrendous headache. will write more later.

here are some results  from some random quizzes that i took:

Personality Profile

• Easygoing


• Peacemaker


• Even-tempered


• Steady


• Likable


• Generous

TAURUS FEMALE

You are a complex lady. You are ruled by the planet Venus that makes you knowledgeable instinctively in the art of seduction. You love beautiful objects and adornments and will welcome any quality gifts that your lover buys for you. You always know exactly what you want and you will become quite stubborn if you don't get it. As long as your man stays on your good side and treats you with tender loving care you will be affectionate and willing to give him whatever he wants. You are eager to learn about life and the man that can teach you the ins and outs will win your heart. You look for a lover who is sincere, appreciative and knowledgeable about getting the best quality for the best price. If your chosen partner lives up to your standards you will be a loyal, loving and excellent bed mate.

so many peoples opinions are filling my head. i think that i am going to go insane.  life really shouldn't be this complicated. at least its storming. that is helping to calm me down. today at school i thought that i had heard just about everyone's opinions but no, on the way home i got someone else's opinion. i can't make a choice one way or the other because i don't know if i could be absolutely positive that the choice was one hundred percent mine.

nothing new to report.  i just took a math test which i hope that i made at least a 70 on. oh well, i am doing extra credit and i turned in my homework so my grade shouldn't suffer too much. will write more later.

lylas

what do u do when a guy says that he will wait for u until the end of time? when someone likes u so much that they would do just about anything for u. it hurts when ur are torn between what ur friends think and what guy seriously likes u.

 that is what it feels like to be torn in two.

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so far my day has gone pretty well. my friend jen found me in the hallway this morning and asked if i liked ben. i said that, while i did have feelings for him, i did not think that a relationship would end up working. things went way too fast on a trial relationship, so there is no way i could survive a real one with him.  i have to take things at a steady pace. this means no putting the arm on my shoulder, no hovering over me, and no following me.  oh well. at least i gave it a shot. i would gladly go with him if we could just take things one step at a time.  that is, unless greg moves first. which i think he is so i believe that i should do what a former m.b. told me. drop him and move on. i know that sounds harsh but, unless he or i can come up with a better solution, i might just have to take it. so my heart is torn in two.

i also have to get my grades up before i can officially date anyone.  my math is doing pretty well and i think that i actually understand what we are doing right now. my english grade is soaring because we are doing the holocaust and i know a whole bunch about that and adolf hitler. so i am no longer worried about those grades. i saw this awesome movie on the sci-fi channel called, dark prince: the true story of dracula. i already knew most of the things that was in it. i did learn something new however. i had read that when the turkish ambassedors did not remove their turbans they had them nailed to their heads. i thought that dracula thought of that, but apparently his son did. there is alot of things that i wish that they had shown but even so it was a really great movie. i am going to special order it from hastings.

oh well, lylas everyone

so. nothing new to report. i am only updating because i was lectured. friday went okay except for the fact that i had a mental breakdown in fifth when i had to do my soliloquey. i officially hate soliloquies. i freaked out, which hasn't happened before. i guess it was because i hadn't had that great of a day. on the upside my dad got a puppy. his name is jack and he is eight weeks four days old. he is a yellow lab retriever and the sweetest puppy in the world.

lylas

There's so
many words I have I
could say to you. But,
I dont know where to start.
The first time I talked to you I was
lost in thought. But, than my knee's went
to drop & my heart melted away. So,from
here on out I knew you were the one.

Than again I kept falling
again harder until I brought
myself to look ito your eyes
& say I love you.

by. kirsten

found this poem on a random website and thought that it meant alot.

i finally had a good night's sleep. yeah. however my problems are far from over.  greg has been calling me alot. however this might interfere with my plans. i am going to be super busy these next two weeks. oh well, as long as my english grade goes up i don't care.

Wherever you are i'll be there too. thats what i want to say to someone. but i can't. too many people r telling me too many things at once. assignments are piling up and i am going into a frenzy. i think i am practically killing one guy and another has just entered the pic after apologizing like crazy. my nightmares are back and i want to scream. i stressed so much that i blacked out from exhaustion at 9:13.

it was really weird. there was a house with a gorgous family in it. they were all killed savagely. blood everywhere. a zombiefied vamp appeared in front of me and killed the girl next to me. i tried to get away but was unsuccessful. he grabbed my arm and instead of biting my wrist he bit my hand. it hurt so bad in my dream, in my dream i blacked out. i wanted to cry. when i awoke in my dream i was in the house where the family was murdered. i was in a room with bunkbeds and there were people in them. suddenly they were pulled into the beds and their nightmares came out of it. 

i only have totally bad dreams if something bad is going on in real life or if i am under alot of stress. i am trying to figure out everything. hopefully i won't go crazy in the process.

i love this picture and it has absolutely nothing to do with my entry.  i have been swamped with homework. i have a soliloquey to memorize, some section in history to do, a section in sociology to do, a test to study for and so much more. oh well. lylas

bored again. i just got an awesome pic from a friend

boredness. nothin new to report. just listining to my chemical romance. my new fav group