i was driving down the road... the sun was shining... not a cloud in the sky... i was gettin ready to get my best friend and grab some starbucks...

lauren called me... she told me she loved me... that she wanted us to be together... she said she missed me more that i could imagine... then i had a beep... it was addie...

she was apologizing for being mad saying she had no reason to be mad... she said she wanted us to be like we were... then i had another beep...

it was my mom... she said she wanted us to spend time together and that she was sorry for putting her work before me for the past few months... she said she wanted to play some monopoly and just "hang out"...

then my dad called... he said he just wanted to apologize for missing all those soccer games and never being there when i needed him most... and he apologized most for never being at home and leaving my 2 brothers and i alone for days at a time...

about 10 minutes later my brother called... he told me he was giving up drugs and was going to be the brother and father to his 3 month old child he knew he should be...

about 2 minutes later i got to jessicas house... after spending some time with her mom and dad... we left for starbucks... when we got there i ordered my normal... a caramel frapaccino with chocolate on top and a shot of mint... we sat down just to enjoy our drinks... then i heard my phone ring...

this ring was different...

i looked at the number and it didnt look familiar... so i hesitated to answer it... i hit the talk button... the sound didnt stop... so i hit the end button... nothing happened... it still had its strange ring and refused to stop... finally i just put the phone to my ear and said "hello"

and all i saw was an alarm clock flashing 6:15... 

i hate dreams.