August 04 2006

I never thought this day would come when I would get to the single digits.  As of today, I have officially 9 days until I go to Chattanooga.  I'm so scared yet very excited.  I know I'm about to do some major growing up but I'm so stressed out about forgetting something.  I have to decide what I want/need to bring and start pulling everything together.  This is my final full weekend at home.  This is all so strange!  So much has happened lately but most things have been good and then of course you have the few bad things because life is full of ups and downs.  I'm going to miss everyone so much.  I feel like I need to hang out with everyone before I leave but I don't know how I can possibly get everyone/thing crammed into 9 days plus work from 6-2:30.  So much to do, so little time! 

This song was playing through my head all day and I think it describes me right now.  I also made 2 changes to it but they work.  It's by Carrie Underwood.

  "Don't Forget To Remember Me"

19 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they drug on and on
We were loading up that Saturn
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
'Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in the ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me'

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
And those bills there on the counter
Keep telling me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
'Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-ma that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah, I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me'

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things, but
But don't forget to remember me
But don't forget to remember me'


August 05 2006


August 07 2006
you can't just can't....what am i suppose to do? wow break cant leave ....i will miss you to much...i can't believe the day has come that you will be leaving me all by my such a freak.....i love you are the best friend ever and i don't know what to do now.....just remember to never forget me or replace me.......