Christmas went by too fast....I've been thinking...What am I doing?.....

....Why do I not care anymore?

.........I've lost my desire.....for anything and everything

......well except dance....its my escape from the world.....

whats happened to me? i work all day everyday....and for what?

why am I wasting my life away? i've been feeling pointless...

i'm sad but no more tears can come from this empty body.....

i have no more emotion

.......tired of it all.....

tired of the boro....tired of work....tired of some friends....tired of drama.....tired of no freedom.....

and most of all i'm tired of trying to live up to something i will NEVER BE!!

why try anymore?

i've given up