August 16 2005
gas is freaking INSANE.

i'm already making frineds with the exchange student.

who's good?!


August 15 2005
Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Big Daddy
Why You Love Him: He knows best
Who's Your Daddy?
can we say incest? JUST KIDDING that's why i'm glad he's not my dad. but i'd totally call him big daddy

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?


August 13 2005
well, since i'm a seasonal employee at Hot Topic, and Back-to-School is over... i'm on a break from working there. i get to go back for Haloween, which is only a month away, so it's all good. and i'm still an employee, and i still have my discount. it's basically like i'm just taking a break. and, if a position opens up, i have a chance at getting it. so... it's all good. i mean, i understand completely.

man... today was fun too. mainly cause i worked with Ashley again, who is seasonal too. she was acting all ghetto and stuff. fun fun.

some guy (fat and weird looking wearing hot pants) tried on these high-hell boots and a skirt (didn't buy the skirt) and bougt every colour of makeup that we have. omg. funny shit. Ashley had fun with that.

so yeah... that's really it.

... work, wirk, wurk

August 13 2005
some guy tried to walk through the window yesterday and went BAM and left a face print.

hahaha. it was funny, but i feel bad for him.

and guess what... i'monna be there again tonight. whoop... i am so tired.

Kasey and i babysat JohnJohn last night. that was fun. we watched "the Incredibles" GREAT movie. ^_^ i liked it.

but yeah...

i love myself

August 11 2005
so i was gonna go to the Stiff Resistance concert. but, Josh Ray called me to fill in for him at work cuase he smoked too much pot and got sick. ::laughs ass off:: and i was like, i bet he's gonna go to that concert... and he did. but that's later.

and i was glad, because i hate the Grind. so much.

so i worked with Ashley and Lindsay, and we had so much fun. we were real slow, so there was lots of time to stand around and talk.

and one of the rent-a-cops told Lindsay that i have a cute ass. ::laughs ass off again::

and Ashley and i made a bunch of jokes about a lot of things.

then after work i drove through the parking lot of the Grind to see if Josh's truck was there, and i saw him walking out to it. and i talked to him, and he told me that he was "sick" from all the rolling he did, and then just decided to go to the concert, but Ashley and i know he went cause he has a huge crush on Chris Lemyng. (like i do, but in a funnier, more laughable way)

but don't get me wrong, i don't dislike Josh. i just want to punch him sometimes cause he can be REALLY mean to me. ::makes fist::

anyway... i get to work again tomorrow afternoon. (12-4) so i'monna be rollin in the $DOUGH$ sweet ass...

why no holes?

August 11 2005
so today was good. we got lots of cool-looking new asians. ^_^ and my classes are good. except one thing... i can't wear these new jeans i got (and i love them) because they have holes, but the holes are patched. they have fabric behind them... retarted. i'm ither gonna take these back, get some that aren't holy, and then buy these again later (for weekends and work) or just cover the holes when i wear them to school... not sure which.

:shrug: all of my jeans have holes. >_

i need clothes

August 05 2005
oh man... The Great Gatsby is so good! wow. great book.

i think i might go up to band camp again today... but i really don't know their schedule, so i might not see them. whatever. and tonight i get to go to work at HT, and i'll be better, so it'll be that much more fun! tee hee.

but um... i don't really have much to write.

geez my life's boring...

{edit} my Sims2: Nightlife horoscope just reinforces that i need clothes...

Ah, life. What is it all about, anyway? You've been waxing philosophical of late, and that's getting you down in the doldrums. It's time for a change. That could mean anything from a new snakeskin jacket to a whole new life aspiration devoted to the pursuit of pleasure.

whaoh, bored

August 04 2005
i need new pictures...

i went to school today to see my Band Camp Kids. ^_^ but most of them were gone eating lunch... -_- sad day.


- i need razors

August 02 2005
haven't washed my hair in 3 days. not going to for a while, ither. i like the way it looks.

i'm think i'm almost 100% better! i feel tons better today, and i can talk (!) so you can call me. and.... um....

kasey's on a Fine Arts trip. so i can't see her... all week. poo. so i guess i should be the social butterfly i once was and call my other friends. now that i'm better and all.



August 01 2005
last night, i watched Amelie. that is one of the best freaking movies i've ever seen. it's all in french, so you have to read subtitles, but it's way worth it. great movie.

um... i'm getting better. slightly. i woke up with this HUGE white thing on the side of my throat, but i gargled with some salt water and it went away. don't know where it went... but it's gone. hope i didn't swollow it. :shiver: and my mom made me drink this protein thing... sick.

but i feel better than i did yesterday. so... that's good.

j'ai mal a la gorge

July 31 2005
i am -so sick-

it may be mono. but i don't know. :shrug: i can't talk. i have a fever. my throat is all swollen. it sucks. and i went to work... but i think that being up and around and talking just made it worse. but - i do like my job. :thumbs up:

:drinks sprite:

yeah. my sister is awesome. she babys me. ^_^ gives me ibuprophen and blueberry muffins and pats my back when i throw up. haha. and her husband's nice too. he watched TV in my nephew's room cause i was sleeping on the couch. ts, aww.

but um... that's it.

one more event to add to my weekend...

July 26 2005
last night Kas and i were on our way home from Coco (we go there too much) and i was going really fast. and i got pulled over. and got a ticket. yup. and then when we got off the interstate, a tire blew. yup.


then Chris called me late at night. and confessed that he likes me. and i was like "i honestly didn't think you felt anything for me" and he was like "try: i'm playing hard-to-get" and was like "why do you think i've been calling you so much" heh... i guess that's cool. i'm kinda of flattered.

we saw Josh Clemmens at Coco. Alan really likes him... whateva. i'm just gonna go with the flow right now.

"it isn't enough to talk about peace, one must believe in it. it isn't enough to believe in it, one must work at it." -Elenor Roosevelt

blah blah blah

July 25 2005
MY BURN IS ALMOST HEALED!!! i don't have to wear a bandage any more!! *^_^*

last night Kasey and i went to... guess where. CAFE COCO! haha. i was kinda bummed at first, cause Alan was on this kind of date with this guy. but turns out Alan doesn't like him... so that's good. i guess. and i met this guy, Robert, who Abby, Carly, and i were totally checking out in Buckle the other day. he was like "i saw you in Buckle" and i was like "OMG. we were totally checking you out" anyway... we hung out there. saw Libby and Matt.

so... tired...

July 24 2005
my party last night was pretty fun. Blender, Addie, Kas, Kiesha, Abby, Carly, Josh, Kelsey, and me. Blen, Ads, Kas, and i were dancing like -whoah- and i think we kinda freaked everone else out. Kiesha joined in, though. we had fun none-the-less.

STEPHEN SANDWICH. and... :holds up hands: it says "blood" and if you can't read it, yo eyes is messed up!

anyway... i'm so freking tired. i almost died in church today. ugh.

tonight, Kasey and i were gonna go to Hurricane's for teen night. but... everyone we tell that to is like "no don't go" and it's $12 to get in. i'm not about to pay $24 bucks for us to get into a shitty club. so we're just gonna go to Coco come more. haha.

love love

holy. crap.

July 22 2005
whoah dang guys...

we went to Coco again, and met a few new people. we had fu-un. i LOVE Alan... he is the awesomest. and Chris left a Le Tigre cd in my car. YESSS. ^_^ i love Le Tigre. it's got some other stuff... O-Zone, Ladytron, and it was cute, cause the O-Zone song was the one he told us to play earlier, but it wasn't working... and then we were happy later.

::stamps "ho" on forehead::

July 22 2005

last night was... blurry. lots happened, and it's all kinda just run together. no, i wasn't high or stoned or toked or anything. i was a mix of hyper, nervous, excited, overwhelmed, flattered, infatuated, scared, annoyed, angry, sad, disapointed... everything. but it was VERY fun. what realy sucked was it was HOT and coco doesn't have AC and the concert was outside...

we went to meet Harris, Alan, and Conor at Cafe Coco. of course, there were others there, but those're the ones i knew. Alan is the awesomest person ever. he has a makeup bag. _

life is boring without a plan

July 21 2005
welp... i went shopping with abby and carly yesterday! ^_^ i got a new cropped jacket at charlotte russe, a -police line do not cross- belt, blue eyeliner, a "boys pride" bumper sticker (what it said on the receipt), and a pac man belt for abby at Hot Topic with my 40% discount! whoop.

then i went and got kasey and we went to nashville. boring again. we mainly walked around Hickory Hollow and acted like spoiled rich kids. it was very fun... but got old. then we went to the vanderbilt area, but didn't know what to do...

tonight is Cake!! hehe. it'll be fun. i get to meet Harris, Alan, Conor, and some other hos from nashville. ^_^ and i've never really listened to Cake till last night, and i LOVE them!! yay.

well... i'm off.

whoop whoop

July 19 2005
i'm such a playa. i've got... 2, maybe 5 guys in nashville. 3 or 6 here. whatever. lots. i have lots of guys i'm after. and there're always new ones. but i can't pick one. i guess... i'll see in the future, whichever one stands out.

so boys, be on your best behavior.

anyway... now that i've freaked out my family if they're readin this... cause i made myself sound like a ho. -i swear i'm just a hormonal teenager- ...
carly and i went to starbucks with her dad, and then went to the mall. i got $5 HOT sunglasses! and we're gonna go get some CA-UTE jackets by-one-get-one-free tmorrow.

we're spinning empty bottles, it's the five of us

July 17 2005
i WaNnA tAlK tO gAvIn!!

{edit} my nephew's here. not John, Ethan. he's 8. very funny kid. but all he ever talks about is video games.... :hurls:
i need to be reading for school. :shrug: i'll do it later this week when i'm bored. hahaha.

holy shimdolies!

July 16 2005
aw man... i got burned today at work. (my mom's work, carly and i were helping with a wedding party) i was steaming table cloths and decided to steam my shirt... not smart. at all. burned my chest and it hurts like hell. >_< rar.

but yeah... the rest of the day was okay. made 60 bucks. and i went to starbucks with abby and carly and then took carly to subway, then we went to work. we sort of flirted with this valet guy. i'm kinda mean to them, in a playful way. it's really fun. he asked if we had a bathroom and i was like "yeah, do you want it?" and he was like yeah... so i told him where it was.


:feels dumb:

tee hee

July 15 2005

this is me and JohnJohn. he's my nephew. (2 years old) he's the one that started calling me Stevie! ^_^

i can't be as hot as everyone says

July 14 2005
... it's just not possible. i'm not as cute and hot and go-jus as everyone tells me i am. i just don't see it. it's confusing.

i don't get it.

hi guyses

July 13 2005
today, i decided to walk to the square. sure, it was raining. but i didn't care. (shit i just rhymed...) anyway. i went to the music store and got "White Houses" by Vanessa Carlton for piano. it's surprisingly easy for one of her songs. and i saw HayHay and Meghan!! ^_^ i love those gals. they're so fun.

anyway... i'm soaking wet and it was real cold in the music store. haha. i had fun though. listened to techno the whole time.

i don't think i'monna go to church tonight. i just don't feel like it. mainly cause kasey's not here. -_- i miss her already.

but yeah. i rescheduled my party. it'll be on the 23rd. 6-10:30pm. at my house. and it IS a techno/dance party. so come prepared to dance. some food, but don't come hungry. glow stix are provided. feel free to bring whatever. um... my email address is if you want more info.