All I can do is SMILE!

November 15 2005

I feel so happy.  Cloud nine.  Thrilled.  I'm...in like.  LOL!  I really like Randy....as middle school as that sounds.  I'm so cautious with my heart.  I really am.  But...I feel the walls start melting the more we talk.  I'm feeling more and more like I'm finally where I belong.  I know it's soon, and I'm still guarding things...like my heart.  I can just feel my walls crumbling down at my feet and the real me, the real real me, being presented before him.  This is...truly amazing. 


Thank you God, for this.