I am so over myself

October 17 2006
I am so over myself! What do i mean by that? Well i am sick of serving myself and caring so much about myself that I miss out on serving God and serving others! So therefor I am over myself. I wish time and time again that I would deny all of who I am but instead I continue to wallow in my own selfish desires. it is making me sick to be completely honest. I am tierd of it but I seem to be stuck in this... I know that I want to serve God... But how many times is that put into action? That is my problem, I have the desire and passion to serve God with all I have but I never seem to loose myself in my pursuit no matter how bad I want to....

Bethany Bratcher

October 19 2006
you served me and Matt the other night by cooking us dinner and by staying with me so I didn't have to be by myself....