July 19 2007
It seems like everybody is thinking I've changed a lot this summer. I mean I can't disagree. I've noticed the changes. I just don't know if I've changed for the good or bad. I remember when our middle school vice principal said that we would probally have different friends in high school we were all mad. Now I'm kind of thinking she might be right. I mean I'm not going to have completely new friends. I'm positive I'll keep some of my friends from middle school. I'm pretty sure me and Keri will still be friends. How could we not? I just feel really weird, but in a good way. Before middle school was over I kept saying I wish I had more confidence, and my mom has said she thinks I've found it. Apparently she's noticed that I'm a lot more outgoing, and I talk to more people. I kind of feel bad though because I was really sad eighth grade was over because I would miss all the good times, but now I'm not that sad anymore. I think I hurt one of my best friends feelings because I said that I had more fun than I had ever had in Australia. It's not that I didn't have fun in middle school. I certainly did. It's just that I always say I've had the most fun I've ever had after something major like that. And you could say I did, but it's not to say that I won't have more fun with things that haven't come yet. Like high school. I'm not going to say I'm not completely scared of it because I'm not. I'm still really nervous, but I'm also really excited because high school is going to be a major part of my life. And now that I'm more outgoing I think I'm going to have a great time.