June 24 2007
Why must life me so difficult? Why can't there just be a simple answer? Because I'm apparenty not good at choosing the right thing to do. Why does it seem when you need your parents opinion because you don't have any idea about what to do the most, they just tell you "I know you'll do the right thing, honey." How can they possibly know that? And if you knew me, you'd know that I hardly ever do the right thing. Or maybe I did. Or, I don't know. Maybe what I'm trying to say is that maybe I do the right thing for me, but maybe's it's not what I WANT to be the right thing. Do you ever feel that way? Because I do like ALL the time. How do you really know if what you did was the right thing? Sometimes I feel like somebody could be the right person for me, but then I think if they were they'd like me back right? Can it really be that simple? So as you can see, I'm really confused between what's right and what I want to be right. Just pray for me that maybe one day I'll figure it out. Hopefully.