In A Relationship
March 15 2006
i could sit here and tell you my life is perfect. but its not. it has its ups and downs. Its heartaches and heartbreaks. its smiles and laughters.
but its mine.
i wouldnt trade my family, my friends, my life for anything. and even in the times i hate it the most, sometimes i just want to pull all of my hair out and scream and have this major hysteria fit, my life continues to surprise me.
that i can smile through the tears. laugh away my troubles. do the happy dance for someone who is worse off than me.
maybe its not my life at all. maybe i just constantly surprise myself.
March 03 2006
so. as of now, March 3, i am this....
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that is my happy dance for today. interpreted through the keyboard.
i think today is going to be a good day. i have $4.85 to my name, and some aluminium foil in a bag. some good materials to have a very interesting day...... *emily*~*lu*~*emmy*~*emoochie*~*hoochie*~*e-money*
any more nicknames to add?? oh, sorry, sara, "the tennis player" :)
February 24 2006
life is going good. doing good, doing great....but let me give you a bit of info.
...you are going to talk about me behind my back, don't do it to SOMEONE WHO IS GONNA TELL ME, MORON!!
...you got a problem with me, have enough courage to tell me to my face what you have to say about me because i sure got some things to say to you.
...you think you understand what i'm going through, if you THINK you know who the heck i am anymore, talk to me. try and see how the heck we are still friends....because we arent. Tell ME.
...you think that i am so narcissistic to talk about myself like i'm better than everyone else...........you never "knew" me in the first place.
February 21 2006
February 16 2006
i am not going to define my whole senior year with one production. it would just be nice to be recognized for once. to show all my hard work and dedication has gotten me somewhere. and yes, aaron, i'm maternal (protective/motherly) about you! the fighting makes me nervous. lol.
Hopefully, all this work has gotten me somewhere! pray for my sanity and patience! *emily*
February 02 2006
i hardly am on the computer anyone. My life is so cRaZy. i don't know what i'm gonna do anymore. I've about drove myself crazy! not as bad as everyone may think tho,.......ok, so
Clinical, my new love of ACTUALLY LEAVING at 2, going to work @ 6, service desk, being outrageously nervous, being very, i mean, very maternal...evern when i dont have kids!!! ZOUNDS!! what will i do...*emily*
January 04 2006
Well, 2006. a year for great things. Yea, the phusebox people are getting ready to realize that i'm a very sensitive person. And i saw this thing, A new year for a new you. Whoop-de-do-da! Just because the year has changed and the fact that i graduate in 5 months, doesnt mean i have to run out **today** and get a new haircut.
It's crazy. Least everythung is kind of going back to normal. ...
I have been an apology junkie lately. I apologized for things i said about people behind their back, things i said to their faces, and things that just lacked an explanation. And most of them forgave me. Which made me feel 10x better. hopefully, the rest of the year will go off without a snap.
oh, and guess what...**Donald & I got back together..like a half minute b4 the ball dropped New Year's Eve.** ~sighs~ what a wonderful world we live in! *emily*