[my aunt]

July 01, 2007mom called this morning.
my aunt died about 2:15 this morning.
yeah, i'm upset...but i'm glad that she's no longer in pain.

[grounded]

June 29, 2007

from my phone & hanging out with anyone.

 

yeah.

till august 1st.

not going into details.

i'm really mad about it all.

not mad at my dad for taking it away,

but for the person that caused me to use 1100 of our 1500 family share minutes.

 

yeah.

that much.

ugh.

whatever. 

[ugh. not again..]

June 22, 2007my mom just got a call from my grandmother.
she's up there with my aunt in st. louis.
they went to go in for surgery to fix something in her pancreas so she could eat again..
and the tumor had grown so much, there's nothing they could do.

so, she's off of chemo...and they said that they don't know when she's going to die, but it's evident that it will happen.

just be praying for me and my family while we're going through this.

[just thinking...]

June 21, 2007Artist/Band: Cagle Chris
Lyrics for Song: Miss Me Baby
Lyrics for Album: Anywhere But Here
Miss me baby
When you hear our favorite song,
Miss me baby
And when you start to sing along
Think about all the times that we danced
In moonlight to it all night long, oh
Then miss me baby.

And want me honey,
Like you did the night you told me that you loved me
We couldn't wait anymore.
Left the keys in the door, took my hand
Pulled me down on the kitchen floor.
Yeah, we were that crazy
Then miss me baby.

Chorus:
Because when he's holding you,
Know that it's killing me,
Let my memory be the reason girl
That you can't sleep
And everytime you feel his touch,
I pray to God it's not enough
And that I've touched your heart so deep
Girl, you can't shake me
Cause I love you,
Yes I need you,
Miss me baby.

Miss me baby,
Until you can't take it no more
Miss me baby
Pack your bags and hit the door
I'm a man, I was wrong, forgive me
Come back home
I'll be waiting
Right here waiting
Miss me baby.

Chorus:
Because when he's holding you,
Know that it's killing me,
Let my memory be the reason girl
That you can't sleep
And everytime you feel his touch,
I pray to God it's not enough
And that I've touched your heart so deep
Girl, you can't shake me
Cause I love you,
Yes I need you,
Miss me baby.

Everytime you hear this song,
Miss me baby...

[okay guys...]

June 15, 2007

so, when i posted my last post i was going through a lot all at once.

 

i'm really okay now.

i just got back from camp and god dealt with me in ways he never had before.

i'm now free from depression for good.

i'm not gonna pick it all up like i had before.

this week has been amazing.

 

haha.

and when you're feeling like crap,

the best thing to do..is play truth or dare with a bunch of girls

till four in the morning :)

 

well....

yeah. thanks for letting me know you cared.

i love you all.

[becca]