i'm running as fast as i can, but my feet feel like they are stuck in quicksand.

everytime i try to get something accomplished, someone or something else is there to get in my way.

i know i'll never have this thing figured out, but there's got to be some way out of this dump i got myself into. no friends who are like me. none that have the same believes, care about others like [i think] i do... no one that can have fun without the use of drugs or alcohol. why can't people just grow up???

i'm going for a drive. i don't know where i'll end up...