ok so this is my first entry I have had this for about a month now but i have decided to write... I am finally home for Christmas!! thats right and its about time. i am ready to be away from sarah!! Christmas is a blessing more that anyone knows (no sarah)! this is a good thing.. i am ready to just relax, but my mom has me running to atlanta every day next week it seems like! The only reason this makes me mad is for the fact that i wont see ryan! i really do love him and its not just to be married because please there are so many problems that we are going to have.. but i think in the end it will be ok.. ok mr and mrs smith is on i just thought that it was time to post!