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Highschool
Oakland
College
TTMC
Favorite Music
Nirvana, Godsmack, NIN, Metallica, Slipknot, Hatebreed, Nothing Face, Breaking Benjamin, Korn, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Crossfade, Seether, Ligion, SOAD, PM5K, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, 311, 3 Doors Down, Pink FLoyd, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, The Beatles, The who, The Guess Who, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Alice in Chains, Coal Chamber...
Favorite Movies
Any good horror or comedy or action.
Favorite Books
The Diary of Jack the Ripper
endless (my lyrics for a song)
July 14 2006
There are circles in my head,
every one of them are full of lies and despair.
just wish they would go ahead,
go ahead and stop in their tracks.
I try to run around where they can't see,
but every turn i take they follow me.
I just want to be left alone,
from the thoughts within me.
Just want to get away,
and leave these circles for the race.
Now that i tell you this,
the thoughts have slowed down just to embrace.
every where i go they just seem to be there waiting for me,
waiting for me to lose control
i try to tell them to go but they don't listen to me.
its like a nightmare come to life,
as i lay in my bed and dream the scary thougths within
i wake up just to find
myself in the middle the race.
THE race against time.
THE race against anxiety.
THE race to wake up to happiness
and not to the dream that i despise that runs my ever being.
every one of them are full of lies and despair.
just wish they would go ahead,
go ahead and stop in their tracks.
I try to run around where they can't see,
but every turn i take they follow me.
I just want to be left alone,
from the thoughts within me.
Just want to get away,
and leave these circles for the race.
Now that i tell you this,
the thoughts have slowed down just to embrace.
every where i go they just seem to be there waiting for me,
waiting for me to lose control
i try to tell them to go but they don't listen to me.
its like a nightmare come to life,
as i lay in my bed and dream the scary thougths within
i wake up just to find
myself in the middle the race.
THE race against time.
THE race against anxiety.
THE race to wake up to happiness
and not to the dream that i despise that runs my ever being.
