some times i feel like i am in a dream world and no one is real.... or that i am really in a coma and have no clue what is really going on.... i really love it when its warm outside because i like to roll down the windows and as i drive the different smells of the night bring back memories and feelings... i get excited about having a family one day... when i am alone at night i think about life..... i always wonder if other people think the way i do....but how would anyone know. . . i cant even remember how i preceive things most of the time...just go with the flow... IT IS GREAT!!! even though it makes time go by faster  .. it is definatly more enjoyable