Tricia wanted me to write in my blog about her. I never got around to it. Of course, she only gave me about five days, and I was busy almost all day every day. It doesn't matter, though. She just broke up with me. She says she wants to date casually, but I doubt she really does. I'm really hurt right now. I wish she would give me another chance. Am I really such a lousy boyfriend? I guess so. I can never get a relationship to last more than a week, and I don't know why. I can't sleep. It's three in the morning. Tricia's mad at me that I changed my relationship status back to single so quickly. What did she want me to do? Not change it back? I don't have a clue what this girl wants from me. I've tried my best to get her to like me, but she's always pushing me away, and she doesn't want to work through any of our problems which are mostly just breakdowns in communication and can be easily resolved. I'm sorry if I hurt her. I hate myself now. I'm going to try to sleep again.