too late?

tomorrow is graduation.

this could be my last chance so speak up, to let him know how i feel.

but then again you can never tell just what's going to happen.

too late?

i dont think it's ever too late.

just as long as you speak up.

will God give me the strentgh?

i guess we'll find out tomorrow...

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oh my. it's the end of the year.

yeah, so this year went by so incredibly fast.

i figured that i better start wrapping things up into my yearly end of year blog, but this years would have been so long i figured i'd just put it into a few blogs.

yeah. so i've learned so much this year.

and number one that sticks out is never allow anyone to become your everything because they might not be here the next day, and then what do you have?

the answer is nothing.

and that's exactly what i felt inside.

just....don't. life is too short to sit around and mope so get your sorry asses up and have some fun.

number two...friends really do become family. i dont think this year would have been half as great without my friends.

three....you really can get abs by laughing.

the cause? usually too much spare time spent with a few good friends and large amounts of caffiene.

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how do you deal when you care about someone who doesn't care about you back?

i mean, i like him, but obviously he doesn't return those feelings.

i dont even know if he knows.

how do you tell someone you never get to see anymore that you care for them?

he's graduating this year.

time is running out.

for what?

i dont even know.

i expect too much out of life...

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yum.

mmmm......bagels.

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they're after me lucky charms!

na ni na fa la...

BALLOON!

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i have decided to go back to being the person i was in 7th grade.

i liked her better than the idiot i was these past two years.

sorry you guys.

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JAZZ FEST THIS WEEKEND!!

you better be there...or else!

it's going to be fun!

ohs plays at 7:40....???? i think  ????

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percussion and jazz band concert in the ohs auditorium thursday at 7 pm.

please go.

it's free!

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who i am hates who i've been

so...things are going pretty great.

the band trip was simply amazing but i'm still recovering from a lack of sleep these past few months.

i have decided that guys are pretty ok after all.

but why does God make them so dern confusing?

but i do like the way they smile, the way they smell (well, some of them), the way they laugh, the way they fidget when they get nervous, the way they look all scared right before you chop their heads off with a huge machete.

(just kidding about that last one)

so there's this one kid.

yeah, he's pretty special...

i've known him for a long time but only recently have i been talking to him.

found out he even liked me during middle school when i liked him too...we were just too shy to admit it.

and then he said "it's not too late".

(awww)

so we are hanging out later this week.

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somebody call me or something!

spring break is boring!

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