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Throw anything at me, I'll give it a try. Exept rap. And heavy metal.


Princess Bride, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, War of the Worlds, King Kong, The Spongebob Squarepants Movie, World Trade Center, Children of Men, Finding Nemo, The Pursuit of Happyness (no, that is not a typo), The Harry Potter movies, Eragon, A Series of Unfortunate Events, The Devil Wears Prada, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, Jamunji, Zathura, Aladdin, Robin Hood, Anastasia, Monsters Inc., Spiderman 3, Star Wars, Mulan, Music and Lyrics, Treasure Planet, Cloverfeild, Meet the Robinsons, Meet Joe Black, Stardust, I Am Legend, Cloverfeild, Signs, Shrek


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Revelation, Revolution

Ok, so............where to begin? I havent been on here in, what, a month and a half? More? NEway, so i was reading my 49 friends blogs when i noticed something. About the first 20 of them were so super depressing that i just wanted to cry. Why is every body (including myself) so dang bumed all the time? We are YOUNG! No one can tell us we're wrong! People need to realize that while they sit aroung depressed, the world spins. We waste good breath complaning about how we wish it could be and we totaly miss the beauty of how God made it. For example, (and alot of people will prolly hate me for saying this) unless you are a super genius or a mature adult with a spouse/fiance, then i'm willing to bet you don't know what love is. I know it's totaly not my place to criticize anyone, and that's not what im tryin to do at all, but that "love of your life" is probably just gonna be "love of a few months" unless it's God's will. But you dont know if it is or not, so you should be prepared (as in, don't fall into a spiraling depression if your high school sweetheart breaks up with you).


I'm  not tryin to boss anybody or hate or anything, so if you totaly appose what im tryin to say plez don't hate me. I'm just tryin to adress the total lack of joy in the majority of people in the world (or high school comunity).







p.s. I was gonna try to be more phusebox-active and post more often, but my "I'M BACK!!" blog really didn't turn out as planed, so we'll see what happens.........O_0*

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Only 32% girly (am i even a girl?)

Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!! erase x's from other people when you are filling it out

[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were barbies, Bratz, etc.
[] my favorite color is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[x] Hollister and/or American Eagle are my favorite places to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans i will wear
[] I own Victoria's Secret PINK pants
[x] i did ballet as a little girl
Total: 4

[x] my hair is almost always straightened
[] I own a purse from Coach or Prada
[] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings
[] In the summer i have to have a tan
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[x] I love reality shows
[] Bobby pins are my best friend
[] I wear a shower cap

[] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[] my cell phone or ipod might as well become a part of me
[x] I wear mascara everyday
[] bathing suits are adorable
[] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[] I have gotten my nails done before
[x] I own over 10 purses (but i don't carry any of them)
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels

[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] I love people doing my hair
[] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs, especially spiders
[] carnivals are so fun
[] Summer is THE greatest thing ever
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot

[x] i am self-conscious
[x] I cry often
[] i pick out shampoo and conditioner strictly based on smell
[x] I don't like sports
[x] I HATE to run
[] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[] i eat fruit as a snack
[x]I love romance novels
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute

[] I dance a lot.
[] I only have 5 billion hair products
[] I love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day
[] I would love to have a photo shoot
[] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I looked like a model

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[] I wanted a bra way before i ever needed one
[] i own Birkenstock's
[x] i love music
[] I pop my collar
[] I like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with mohawks are weird
[x] u gotta love rainbows
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] KITTIES are adorable

[] I write my own music
[x] I'd love to visit Hawaii
[] Valentine's day is cute
[] I would not be caught in all black
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] I like to read magazines

[] I love to talk
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[] I love Celine Dion
[x] I have or still do plan ahead for my wedding
[] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[x] I like little kids
[x] soda rules
[] I am or at one point was a vegetarian
[x] love chocolate!

[] check my myspace/email everyday.
[] I love life
[x] i have a lot of jewelry
[] I have to shop
[] i show my legs almost every day
[] I have a friend named maddie (I had, when I was little)
[x] i would never want to be the other sex
[] Its not what they said it's the way they said it
[] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

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Because im too unfeeling to actually write something worth reading.

1. Do you like blue cheese?
cant say ive ever had it but it smells bad.


2. Have you ever smoked heroin?

i didnt know you smoked it i thought you injected it or whatever......

3. Do you own a gun?
no but nate has ALOT.

4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
i get grilled cheeses from sonic.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
no unless the doc's a, yes.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
their hot, dawg.

7. Favorite Christmas song?
Merry Christmas from the Family

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
nothing, it hurts my stomach.

9. Can you do push ups?
not, like, hard-core army push ups, no.

10. Can you do a chin up?
never tried. prolly not (as in NO)

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
earrings-pretty much all earrings


12. Favorite hobby?


13. Ever been in a car wreck?
idk idc

14. Do you have A.D.D.?
yes as in no as in yes (as in yes)

15. What's one trait that you hate about yourself?

16. Middle name?
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment..
1.god, what am i gonna say?

2. *a bunch of stupid stuff i thought just to write, like pickles*

3. i really do have gorrilla hands

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
1. your soul

2. nothing

3. more nothing

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
1.) tea

2.) milk
3.) not water (ew)

20. Current worry?

earthquake project

21. Current hate right now?
water. actually, the whole 'let's be healthy!' revolution is pretty friggn stupid. "yay salad! yay water! let's be heath freaks and all preppy and stuff!" your gonna die anyway might as well eat what you want on the way.

22. Favorite place to be?
in room, alone.

23. How did you ring in the New Year?
i sleep and wake up. it's another day.

24. Where would you like to go?
to sleep.

25. Name three people who will complete this?
well, i did.

26. Do you own slippers?
why does this survey care? in fact, why am i wasteing my time???

27. What shirt are you wearing?

28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
dear lord i cant take it.

29. Can you whistle?

30. Favorite color?

31. Would you be a pirate?
 who thinks of these things? sure

32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
the song of silence

33. Favorite girl's name?
trinity, evangeleen

34. Favorite boy's name?


35. What's in your pocket right now?

im in pj's, otherwise, all kinds of crap.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?

37. Best bed sheets as a child?


38. Worst injury you've ever had?

bit my tounge off.

39. Do you love where you live?

why not?

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?



41. Who is your loudest friend?
please, im not even close to hallie's constant annoying screech (in a good way) Carmen you better read this.

42. How many dogs do you have?

43. Does someone have a crush on you?

45. What is your favorite book?

46. What is your favorite candy?

47. Favorite Sports Team?


48. What song do you want played at your funeral?

"well, im dead"

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?

watching tv

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

i wonder if i'll do a pointless and stupid survey today.......

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I don't know what i'd do

if i said that i loved you.


I don't know what i'd say

if i could just whisk you away.


I don't know what i'd think

if we worked out every kink.


I don't know what i do

if you said you loved me too.




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So....I havn't blogged in a while.....prolly cause I have NOTHING to blog about. So I'll rant (which isnt really blog cause people like to read blogs and not rants.) All I ever do know is rant! Gah. NEway, is my life really supposed to be that interesting? People ask me what's up and I say nothing and then all of the sudden I'm selfish and all this crap. I don't talk about my life because IT IS NOT INTERESTING AND THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY!!! Some people *coughmegancough* can't grasp that concept. Just because I'm the most apathedic person on this planet dosn't mean that I'm selfish (cause that assumption really dosn't make sence at all.) So....ya. The rant fire is dieing. So I leave with this:



1.absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.

lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting.


Their is nothing wrong with being the above.



And also a cool tidbit from the song Moving On:


"I've lived in this place and I know all the faces. Each one is different, but they're always the same. They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it, they'll never allow me to change. I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong. I'm moving on."

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