things gone wrong

July 30, 2005so i told my friend acoupla days ago how i felt about how much she has completly changed over the past yr and how i feel i dont\' know her anymore... that went well... whatever, it needed to be said by somebody. alotta people have been thinking it for a while and i didn\'t want to be the one to tell her but she did have to be told for her own good and i feel somewhat relieved that now when i\'m around her i don\'t have to pretend it\'s all ok.. does that make me a bad person? <-honestly.
it\'s ok even if it does though. i\'m alittle fed up with all her complaining about love and whatnot. i\'ve been through and gotten over to much for her complaining to bring me down now...
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has anyone ever really screwed up and gone to phusebox.com? I DID! it freaked me out. my computer brought it up and i was lookin at it and thinkin \"what inthe world happened here?\" it was ScArY! but rrrrreeeeaaallllllllllyyyy funny...

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July 29, 2005ah yes the meds i was on... i had a root canal and they had complications so they put me on some pain killers just in case which didn\'t help anyways.. adios i\'m still tired

Alrighty then...

July 28, 2005Ok so today is going ok so far. I woke up, I can drive again because i am of my pain killers. (like they helped anyway) I got my 2 older sisters b-day presents, i got my hair cut and i took my sisters letter jacket in for dry-cleaning. OMG they charge $25 for that stupid jacket but then again i kinda tore it up in the 2yrs i wore it so i owe my sister that. Anyways i\'m here now and i\'m bored... whats today? the... uh.. 28th? So that means only 11 or maybe 12 days until my birthday!!! *yay for me* buh bye 4 now.. movie time! :-)>
~More funnyz~
-I\'m so hungry, i\'m farting fresh air!
-I don\'t suffer from insanity: I enjoy every minute of it!
-Some people are alive only because God told me it was illegal to kill. (*darn*)

Funny things...

July 26, 2005-Someday your prince will come. Mine got lost, took a wrong turn, and is to stubborn to ask for directions.
-A nuclear war can ruin your whole day.
-Why be normal?
-If it doesn\'t fit, force it; if it breaks, it needed replacement anyway.
-We have enough youth, how about a fountain of SMART?
-Just because your paranoid doesn\'t mean they\'re not out to get you!
-Doctors say I have multiple personality, but we don\'t agree with that.

Whats today again?

July 25, 2005*oh yeah* now i remember. Today is pain day at the dentist! and it\'s only like 15 more days until my birthday!! *yeah baby* Well our church is making some big changes on teh youth side, it urks me but after a while i think it\'s do-able. I think in the long run the changes might help the church, or at least the youth side. Big church though (were all the \"adults\" go) i don\'t think they\'re gonna like the new changes. They\'re supposed to change our 11a.m. service to a more contemporary style but the guy who does the music, is pretty much not bent on the change. My friend tried out to play over there and she said the music is exactly the same just alittle more upbeat. Ugg... the evil music director completly dissed our music on the youth side, because what we play David Crowder, Lifehouse, and other cool bands songs? It wouldn\'t be so bad if all we played were songs written by other artists, but Aric (the music minister) wrote some of those songs and they are really good and reach alot of people. This guy needs to roll with the times alittle bit... I feel better now that i\'ve said all that. I really need to talk to my youth minister about all of this. I\'m alittle worried that some of our youth group will stop coming on Sundays and that our youth side will slowly go buh bye. I need to go eat so adios.