I really like this new layout... but that's besides the point.

So- I just realized how utterly screwed up my life can be.  Well, my best-friend decided that he was too much drama in my life lately (which, lets face it, if you've been keeping up he has been) and hasn't talked to me at all today or last night despite any message I might send him.  I feel bad for him but he's been crazy lately and if he feels it necessary to stop talking to me for a few weeks I'm okay with it.  I need a break.

It's time for registration again and I've realized... hey... MOST OF MY CLASSES HAVEN'T COUNTED TOWARDS CRAP!!!  I'll be in school forever.  I'm not sure I can handle this business school stuff.  These classes just aren't for me.  I was much more content being stressed out over art classes than Accy 201 and Cal 261.  I'm too right brained for those subjects.  My mom keeps saying that college isn't easy... but what's the point of TORTURING myself with these classes.  It's not that I don't understand, there's just a mental block there.  I don't see any practicle reason for taking these classes OTHER than getting a degree in Print Advertising.  I'm sorry... advertisers from this school will NOT be that creative if they completely grasp Accy and Calculus.  There's no room for any right brained activity.  Just thinking about it hurts.

So I was throughly disgusted in BSU last night.  The praise band was extremely flagrant, people avoided Jeffrey like the plague because he's gay and whoever they decided to preach yesterday was clearly found in some backwoods community where they like being yelled to about random, off-the-wall issues and those who go into the ministry ONLY go to Christian schools because God would never, EVER call anyone to get an undergrad from a State funded university.  GRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr......

Okay, so I'm going to go study now for my Accy test which I'm probably going to fail.  If any of you happen to read this before six today- say a little prayer for me.