Wow..I blog on here a lot more than on Myspace.

So once again here I sit...Lindsay just left, so now I'm sad..til tomorrow when i get to see her again.  I don't know what it is, but when I'm with her it's like nothing matters anymore...none of my problems bother me...and for just that brief moment in time we are the only two people on the planet and everything is alright.  I honestly think that she's the one..and yeah we've talked about getting married and stuff...and truthfully if I thought we could make it financially I'd marry her tomorrow...but I know we can't, so I'm actually trying to save money.  I know it's not like we're getting married next month or something like that, but I know every little bit that I can save now will help in the long run....its just hard right now with school and all cuz we're both not working a lot and well you get the idea.  Just pray for us.

I love her with everything I am... and I think that she deserves the best...so maybe that's why I feel like I have to get her things all the time..and yeah it's gonna take some adjusting to not being able to get her as much or take her out as much cuz we're trying to save money...I dunno...I guess I feel like a cheapskate because I was always taught that the guy should pay for everything, so that's what I try to do.

I really don't know where I'm going with this.  I'm sleepy and I miss Lindsay...there...that's the bottom line.  Good night.