lemme see...i haven't updated in a while because i started school. not just doing schoolwork, but g o i n g to school. not home-school. i don't know if i like it or not, but i have an +A in almost every class. its just i don't know if i like any of the ppl there. i mean there are a few i think are cool—amanda, kaytlyn, mark, and, of course, seth—but the rest are all questionable. but because of my sister, we will not be there long. she decided to go out with a guy w/o telling parents. they found out and now she is grounded and parents are thinking of pulling us at christmas.

*sigh* i want my lolo and seth. lolo might be mad at me, though, because i yelled at her and sydney on sunday. she hasn't called me since or answered my calls. seth just is ignoring me like he always does at school. i don't know what is the difference between church and school to him. it would seem that i have no true friends left, but i have my secret, it wont let me get close to them.

~ Sai