Jay

Social

Relationship Status

Single

Highschool

NFA

College

Fullsail

Favorite Music

3 Doors Down, 3-6 Mafia, 50 Cent, The 88, 112, 311, 504 Boys, 10000 Maniacs, Ace of Base, Akon, AAR, Alphaville, Amanda Perez, Andre Nickatina, Angie Martinez, Anneliese Van Der Pol, Aqua, Arctic Monkeys, Armor for Sleep, Ashlee Simpson, ATC, Atreyu, Avril Lavigne, B5, Baby Bash, Backstreet Boys, Bad Company, Barlow Girls, Basement Jaxx, Ben Folds Five, Benny Benassi, Benzino, The Beta Band, Beyonce, Billy Talent, Bionic Jive, Black Eyed Peas, Blessid Union Of Souls, Blink 182, Bobby Valentino, Bosson, Bow Wow, Bowling For Soup, Breaking Benjamin, Brooks & Dunn, C And C Music Factory, Cher, Chevelle, Chicago, Chris Brown, Christina Aguilera, Circa Survive, City High, The Click Five, COLD PLAY, Collective Soul, Common, Cowboy Troy, Cranberries, Crazy Town, Crazy Frog, Crime Mobb, Crossfade, Crystal Method, D4L, D12, Da Rude, Daft Punk, DMB, Days of The New, Death Cab for Cutie, Deep Blue Something, Default, Dem Franchize Boyz, Destiny's Child, DHT, Dishwalla, Disturbed, DMX, Doves, Duran Duran, Eagles, Emimen, Emmylou Harris, Enya, Eric Prydz, Eurythmics, Evanescence, Eve 6, Everlast, Faith Evans, Fall Out Boy, Fantasia Barrino, Fastball, The Flaming Lips, Foo Fighters, Fountains of Wayne, Frankie J, Fuel, Game, Gavin DeGraw, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz, Green Day, Gustavo Santaolalla, Guster, Gym Class Heroes, Hans Zimmer, Happy Hardcore Techno, Hawthorne Heights, Hellogoodbye, Hilary Duff, HIM, Hoku, Hole, Hoobastank, I Am The Avalanche, Ice Cube, J-Kwon, Janet Jackson, Jay Z, Jem, Jennifer Lopez, Jesse McCartney, Jewel, Jimi Hendrix, Jo Jo, John Lennon, Kanye West, KC & The Sunshine Band, Keane, Keith Anderson, Keith Urban, Kelly Clarkson, Keyshia Cole, The Killers, Kirk Franklin, La Bouche, The La's, Laava, Laleh, Lamb, Lazyboy, Leanne Rimes, Led Zeppelin, Letter to Cleo, Life House, Lil Jon, Lil Scrappy, Linkin Park, Lio, Live, Love Spit Love, Ludacris, Lyfe Jennings, Lynard Skynard, Maddness, Madonna, Marcy PLayground, Mariah Carey, Mario, Maroon 5, Massari, Melanie C, Michael Bolton, Michael Jackson, Michelle Branch, Mount Sims, Muzik, My Chemical Romance, Mylo, N.E.R.D., N.O.R.E., Nas, Natalie, Natasha Bedingfield, Ne-Yo, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, Nena, Nick Cannon, Nickleback, Nina Gordon, Nivea, Nore, O-Zone, The O'Jays, The Offspring, Omarion, Our Lady Peace, Ozomatli, Papa Roach, Paul Simon, Pearl Jam, Pepper, Petey Pablo, Phantom Planet, Ppharell, The Postal Service, Pretty Ricky, Prodigy, Pussy Cat Dolls, Raje Shwari Ft Timberland, Ray J, Reactor, Reggie and the Full Effect, Relient K, All The Rent Soundtracks, Rihanna, Rise Against, Robbie Williams, Rockwell, Rod Stewart, The Roots, Ryan Cabera, Ryan Huston, Salt n Peppa, Samantha Mumba, Samantha Ronson, Sara Evans, Sarah Brightman, Seal, Sean Paul, Seether, September, The Servant, Seven Mary Three, Shakira, Sheryl Crow, Sic Transit Gloria, Simon Webb, Simple Plan, Skat Man, Smile Empty Soul, Snow Patrol, Stabbing Westward, Staind, Stars, Stroke 9, Styles P, Sublime, Sugarbabes, Sugar Cult, Sum 41, Superchic, Supertramp, Switchfoot, T Pain, Tatu, Technotronic, Third Eye Blind, Thirteen Senses, Three Days Grace, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Toby Mac, TOK, Toni Braxton, Tonic, Tony Yayo, Trick Daddy, Tirk Turner, Twelve Girls Band, Tyrese, UB40, The Used, Vengaboys, Vertical Horizon, Verve Pipe, Vitamin C, The Von Bondies, White Snake, White Stripe, The Who, Wisin Y Yandel, Wycelf Jean, Xavier Naidoo, Xzibit, These are just some of the people I like to listen to.... IF YOU THINK A SONG IS HOTT LET ME KNOW......

WOW What Have I Been Doing...

April 15 2006
Where do I start? So I am no longer dealing with Stevens shit, he is now dating this guy and I supposedly threatened him, and if I do it again ill get hit by a car. Yeah fucking right like that will happen HAHAHAHA. Also I have been talking to Josh now for a month and a half and he is a great guy. He is one of those people when you talk to them all you do is smile. So I basically want to take this somewhere. But anyways my life has had its ups and downs in the past couple of weeks. I have been dealing with stuff from everything to my father to my mom to Steven to Josh to my friends and much more. I don't know what I should do. I am soon going to be out on my own in this world and I need to get so much straightened out before I want to leave for college. I am having serious problems at my house and I basically just need to have that person there for me and I don't know if I have that and if I do it would be nice to know. So like I am having this quite kind of distance between a lot of people in my life and I am only talking to those people I care about because I just don't care about all of this bullshit now. People can move on with their lives shit changes I know but I am one that is in the intertwined mess of my past and I just don't know how to let go of stuff and it just lingers in my head like this massive web of chaos. Does that make any sense I don't know. I love so many but I push them so far away with my actions. I only can be me and I don't know what that really is. I can't just sit down and look at my life like a movie I wish I could and edit what I wanted to edit. So school basically blows I am behind in my work and I can't do this again I had a really good first semester and I want to keep it that way. But I have all of this stress in my life and I don't know how I can't help myself. I don't know if I need someone to help me with it? So I must say that I miss having someone I can sit down and talk to. I wish I could sit down with the one I care about and spill my guts because it would make me feel better yet I don't know what he is thinking and I am afraid. I have that problem of thinking too much and it always seems to be what's on my mind 24/7 these days. LOL!!!


So Basically I have been around thinking about my past and how to break free from it and move on I have bigger and better things out there to help me with my future. I don't need my past pulling me down.




I LOVE YOU BABE AND HOPE YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME...