[all of the things that I want to say]

this, the beginning of the conclusion of the first period of my life.

[just aren't coming out right]

from birth to present, the last chapter in the first portion of my life.

[I'm tripping inwards]

what i dont know, can't predict, is whether this last chapter is the resolution to the first part of my life story.

[you got my head spinning]

or does it contain the climax, yet to be written?

[I don't know where to go from here]

is there a plot twist?

[there's something about you now]

my character...is it static, unchanging, or is it dynamic?

[I can't quite figure out]

who plays an important role, especially with all the possibilities?

[everything she does is beautiful]

how many alternate endings are there?

[everything she does is right]

which scenes would i delete if i was director?

[I can't keep up]

who would want to read it?

[and I can't back down]

is it going to be predictable, suspenseful, comical?

[I've been losing so much time]

and how much of it will affect the next part of my life?

[cause it's you and me and all of the people]

who will prove loyal, and who will prove superficial?

[with nothing to do]

and who will prove crucial?

[nothing to lose]

what drama will unfold?

[and it's you and me and all of the people]

what new emotions will i feel?

[and I don't know why]

i'm anxious to find out.

[I can't keep my eyes off of you.]

::ben



Now Playing: "You and Me" by Lifehouse

[thanks to nathan for introducing me to lifehouse]