Well, turns out i didn't get to go to the midnight release party......b/c my dad didn't want me and my sis to stay out that late....Well my older sis (manda) just snuck out and went... I told her to go bc she might not be there for next year's book release... but in my mind, i REALLY wanted to go.....so my sis left me @ home with my younger siblings...and yeah, i cried to my mom about it, she told me that she could take me, but i didn't feel like going anymore....

Sometimes it sux being second or getting the leftovers in the family...but i guess you get use to it after awhile, i mean, i just let it brush off my shoulder. but it still bothers me that my older sis gets to do more than i do sometimes. Man, i need a social life. Believe me, i don't want to stuck @ home all of my life, i want to go out and expect to not come home to an angry mom or dad.

Oh, well.... :sigh: