\"people are like mangos..\"

June 18, 2005but only sometimes..be careful

anyways -picnic/dairyqueen/starbucks/target/wherever was some good fun..won in theory, the chance i won in the instances still exists...need to watch some of those classes.. found a watermelon in my backseat..hmm..lol...and counting to 15 has never been so much cruel fun...work today, ima learning, and its going good so far...just found out that fathers day has been moved to tommorrow...ive got to get cheaply creative :)

what do you do when you dont know what else to do?...thats where i still am


*edit*~~> i get to start serving tables tommorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

the perfect song only hits the surface of HIS magnitude

June 16, 2005these past few days have been completely incredible..ive been to the same beach countless times, ive gotten to hang out with most of those people at one time or another, ive been able to sing praises to God and to worship him in the best of times and in the lowest of times, and ive prayed in search of guidance countless more, but something about the past week had an influence over me that i cant completely describe.
something before had been missing..deep inside i knew it, and while i continued to live for Him, somehow i wasnt living for Him with my entire being, even when i thought i was doing everything right, i had a missing piece inside...the fire was lit, but it barely shone...the messages at the Big Stuff sessions were amazing, Jared and Louie really hit the areas that were close, but somehow the beach devotionals proved to be the strongest deepest times..the words found me before i found them ...How truly amazing God is, beyond words, beyond songs, beyond anything comprehensible, you just have to feel it.. im thankful for that experience, besides having an amazing time with amazing people, ive learned so much in how to live for God, and how to live WITH God.. im so incredibly broken inside, but its different than before...
ive got life at a new perspective, and my minds still at a chaos with questions and problems that are going on right now, but thats the way life is, and now its truly going to be God\'s

till next time

June 10, 2005wooooowwww.....what a day.. tutoring, working, shopping, getting drenched in the rain : /, getting \"set-up\" with a doctor-to-be hehehe, trying to pack, trying not to pack, and getting the best phone prank of all times... good job u three..u got me reaaalll good ;) .....
im off tommorrow
u know how to reach me :)

summer in a list

June 09, 2005

happy belated: tennessee secession day, bens bday, melodys 1/2 bday, and a monthfrom4rthofjulyday :)

miss lauren and i have put our summer goals into a list..i must say its gonna be a challenge..but im up for it..:

1.Go skinny dipping..... ;)

2.Stay up for a whole 24 hours. this goes without exclamation.

3. Have a MASSIVE food fight.

4. Try all 31 flavors of Baskin Robins ice cream.

5. Watch the complete series of Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, and Harry Potter in one sitting...or two...or three

6. Try everything on the Starbucks menu..season specials cant count :)

7. Create our own full length feature film....we just have to find a videocamera..we are both without

the last two are the fine print..toooo small to read :)


definatly have some work ahead of us..