Phusebox

Give me something to laugh about..

October 19 2005

^Inara George^

That's kinda how I feel.^

Poo Poo day. No, a poo poo week. So here's goes a big insecure typical high school girl entry that I havent written in a long time:

School stresses me out like none other. Im really thinking about dropping down to honors History instead of AP. No matter how hard I study for those friggen tests I still cant make better than a C. And this six weeks in English Im sucking realllllly bad. Ive got a 77 right now. Go me. With the 5 points its still a C. My parents will slaughter me if I dont get my grades up.

Today someone told me I looked pretty and it made me happy until they said "its one of your pretty days." implying that i have lots of ugly days. I hate how I feel like I have to please everyone. I wish I was one of those people secure enough to go to school in sweatpants and some nasty shirt.

Maybe if their werent girls around all the time that are 10 times prettier and smarter and nicer than me I wouldnt feel so bad. BAH Some girls scare the crap out of me. Im just waiting for adam to realize what a big tard I am.

I love high school but sometimes I wish I could just fast forward so I could not go through this whole "im insecure about everything" high school phase.

In other news, the variety show is tomorrow and that should cheer me up. I always like seeing the drama/choir kids dancing. fun fun fun. So good luck to you guys.

And in other other news Maria Taylor [fav. song: "Song Beneath the Song"] and Inara George [fav. song: "Infinity"] are amazing artists.

And thats about it.
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i <3 you
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Nick Hawkins

October 20 2005

Bah, dont worry about a thing. You've got your man, and you're keeping him. You don't have ugly days. And this six weeks has just been really tough. You'll recover smokey.

Kelly Jo

October 20 2005

katie, you never have ugly days. you look cute every day! i know that other people saying that doesn't really help, you have to realize for yourself. that's what i learned this summer. unless *you* are really comfortable with yourself other people telling you you're fine doesn't make a permanent difference. but if enough people say it to you for long enough, it builds up and then it does help you start to believe. i still know i'm not that cute, but i see that i'm a little less disgusting than i thought i was lol. i love you katie, and about school.....well, the only thing i can say is that in the long run, it's not the end of the world to make a c on your report card. i know it doesn't seem that way at all. But this time next yr, you'll have forgotten all about it. if you're trying your hardest, then that's all anyone can ask of you. that's all the good advice i have for tonight. I can't muster any more up right now. I LOVE YOU!!!!!! we need to hang out again as soon as marching season is over and we actually have lives again.

Maegan

October 21 2005

Kaytea You Are Beautiful. so shut up. :-D

Maegan

October 21 2005

Always.

capncrutch

October 22 2005

Katie, you are always pretty, so you can never complain again! And don't worry I am totally sucking at school this 6 weeks too, your not the only one, it seems like it is getting harder and harder. So yeah I love ya!