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November 28, 2005ok so i was pissed ... i wrote this REALLY long REALLY good entry and when i was bout to submit it ... the box closed!!!! GRRRR!!!
Well I guess I\'m in a pretty good mood considering me and Kellen made out for like 5 hours the other night!!!
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UGH!!! He\'s all i can think about!!! Its driving me crazy!!! I think I get to see him again tomorrow ... hopefully!!! I juz like him soooo much ... maybe this time I\'ll actuallly get to be happy!!! I juz want things to work out ... I guess we\'ll have to see!!!
Oh and FYI ... the guy who I fell for that had the girlfriend ... well they broke up and thats who it is ... KELLEN!!!!
All Around Me:
My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
this fire runs in through my being
burning I’m not used to seeing you
I\'m Alive . . . I\'m Alive
I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing
My hands float up above me
and you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
into our secret place
the music makes me sway
the angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I\'m Alive . . . I\'m Alive
I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing
And so I cry
The light is white
and I see you
I\'m Alive . . . I\'m Alive
I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
now you owe me all I am
you said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe
I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healed
^^^ lyrics of the moment ^^^
If only he could know he\'s all I think about... ♥ ♥ ♥
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bored!!!
November 14, 2005So I Thought:
All your twisted thoughts free flow to
Everlasting memories show soul
Kiss the stars with me and dread the wait
for stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love, it can\'t be true cause we\'re too young
I know that\'s true because so long I was so in love with you, so I thought
A year goes by and I can\'t talk about it
On my knees in a dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I\'m not faithless, just paranoid, of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn too much to hold
Believe and not, and fight the tears with pretty smiles and lies about the times
A year goes by and I can\'t talk about it
The times weren\'t right and I couldn\'t talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I\'ll close mine
Remember you remember me
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I\'ll close mine
Remember you remember me
And I\'m praying that we might see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I\'ll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I\'ll close mine
Remember you, remember me
And I\'m praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
^^^ my song of the moment ^^^
Only sung by the BEST band EVER!!! Flyleaf!!!
how it always is
November 04, 2005Of course its juz like me to fall for the guy whose taken!!! I knew it was gonna happen when we started hanging out ... AHHHHH ... I juz wanna be with somebody I wanna be with ... without having to think of anyone or anything else!!! But I dont understand why hes with HER!!! She treats him soo badly ... it juz bothers me ... I wish he\'d juz open his eyes!!!!
<33333 Elaine
Grrr!!!
October 23, 2005Today is NOT going to be a happy day ... tonight is the Edge Fall Homecoming ... and I DONT HAVE TICKETS!!! Its the next best thing from Warped Tour!!! Warped Tour effing rocked my sox and I REALLY wanted to go to this!!! But ... I cant!!! Fall Out Boy ... The Starting Line ... All American Rejects ... A7X ... AudioSlave ... 30 Seconds to Mars ... Motion City Soundtrack ... and all these other awesome bands that I dont get to see!!! The only good thing thats gonna happed today is when I go to work ... I get to close with Robbie tonight!!! :) But thats it!!!
<33333 Elaine
who gives a shiot!!
October 16, 2005Bluh ... life pretty much sux right now!!! I\'m watching Laguna Beach ... and I wish I had it like them!!! I love this show!!! :) ... I\'ve had like no time to do anything ... and I\'m soo friggin tired of being alone!!! GAW!!! ![\"\"](\"http://www.phusebox.net/users/photos/mids/9222d19d79ab5f04f3a66063d2abc4eaa.jpg\")
so what do yall think ... no make up ... or ... ![\"\"](\"http://www.phusebox.net/users/photos/mids/c258a32a31368678b6e3389347ebb2be920051011220405.jpg\")
... make up???
Well thats it for now ... not much to say ...
<3333 Elaine
