So, as long as Middle will take me, I am coming home! And getting out of science! God did a number on my heart. Because I am willing to let him control my dreams, I surrendered my plans for whatever He has in mind. And the dream from Marine Science is gone. I think he gave it to me so that I could move out here and find the Deeper group and grow like crazy! For months now I have been feeling the urge to find a place to get involved in ministry, so when the battle over Nate and the death of my grandmother became more than I could do without my family, God gave me permission to go home. Mom is really excited, and I will be looking for an apartment in the fall once I've worked to save enough for rent. But anyhow, that's the plan.