Jacqulyn 's PhuseBox

pen pal

Jacqulyn — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 20:03:26 -0500

does anyone want a pen pal?

Green Gummy Bears In a Field Of Daisys

Jacqulyn — Thu, 08 Jun 2006 13:31:05 -0500

I want to :

Sneek out with a cute boy

Drive to anywhere

Eat gummy bears && cookie dough

hold each others hand through the dark

go to the park && swing.

Lay in a field under the stars

&& just feel [loved]?

I raise pochipines for a living

Jacqulyn — Sat, 13 May 2006 18:47:48 -0500

i love lamp

Expedition of a life time.

Jacqulyn — Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:51:39 -0600

Im on and adventure.

Going no where fast

No where in perticular.

Just somewhere to get away from my past

Im lost and confusied

No hand to grasp

My life is not my own

Ive attempted many times but this is my last

The lights that lead us there are blindingHaha. this boy makes me giggle.

My best friendCAPTAN POPPY!!!

Miracles and Dissapointments

Jacqulyn — Wed, 08 Mar 2006 17:05:56 -0600

http://www.myspace.com/artistic_beauty
GO GO GO!!!

Last week was amazing. Between Making spagetti and fazolies breadsticks for my whole 3rd period, stealing cokes outta the teachers work room, boys sneaking out of windows, kroger power shopping, car races, evil scamming, boys talking about me in the boys bathroom, uncontrolable laughter, lots of hugs, snugglin....and best of all

The guy ive liked for quite some time asked me out. It was adorable. Nervous...cute

There was no time or reason to be upset.

This week. The Dissapointment set in. I found out a secret i wasnt suposed to know just yet. That guy has to move. TO FUH KIN WYOMMING!!! gah.

And everybody wonders why i dont like to get close to guys.

The only guy ive ever truely fell in love with...Had to move to Chatanooga with his sister. I miss him like hell and theres nothing i can do about it. Now that im finally getting close to Tyler...he finds out he has to move.

I think im destined to be a single for life.

Its funny how you can make things look and mean so much more...than they really are

Jacqulyn — Sat, 11 Feb 2006 15:24:29 -0600

Yea this is when you tell her that you love her but you don't...Yea she is beautiful...but she doesn't mean a thing to me

Lost among these clones. standing still. burried between the crowd here...FOREVER ALONE

Jacqulyn — Sat, 28 Jan 2006 23:23:40 -0600

I could be the girl surrounded by people and still feel alone...Forever alone

See this?

This is a tear of misery

every night i cant hear your voice is a night of blurred confusion

I try so hard to let you know how i feel...

try so hard and freeze up like a broken robot

Programmed to fail

My wires are sparking with fury

and are about to light this nightmare to ashes

Forever meant to be forgotten

Is this what you wanted?

I have a sickness...

A sickness drawn to be a sucker for a sweet talker

a fake, a heart crusher.

There is no cure. It's contagious

Were all one for ourselves.

Lock me up, Take me away

Let these sirens sing me away

Sing me Softly goodnight...Goodnight

POST ABOUT MWAH!!!

Jacqulyn — Thu, 12 Jan 2006 19:36:28 -0600

Yall ready for a post all about MWAH?!?! teheh HUH? HUH? HUH? ...well hold onto your lil socks!

Dark side of me :0

RAWRR!

Jacqulyn — Thu, 05 Jan 2006 07:58:48 -0600

RAWRRR! tehehe

go check out the rest...i got a new digital camera so ill have new pics like CRAZY!

lafy taffy

Jacqulyn — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 19:33:59 -0600

BLOOP!

OMG is that a snowflake?!?!?!...wait nvm forgot we were in Tennessee

CHRISTMAS!!!

Jacqulyn — Sat, 03 Dec 2005 17:05:06 -0600

CHRISTMAS IS 22 DAYS AWAY!!!

I wanna be kissed under the mistle toe like in the movies

i love this time of year.....

pictures never lie..

Jacqulyn — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 17:37:52 -0600

old pic. new effect

*i put new pics on my binder from last year..everyone says i look "different" i asked good or bad and they couldnt say?!?!..maybe its the fact i was happy there*

New highschool

Jacqulyn — Tue, 15 Nov 2005 14:50:10 -0600

So...im going to Riverdale next year. Thank god....

120 days left in school :( uhhhhhg

Turtle

Jacqulyn — Mon, 07 Nov 2005 18:09:38 -0600

My away message- There once was a turtle...he pooped...THE END!

duckxhead09 [7:47 PM]: i said is his name Edward?
XlBeautifulMessX [7:47 PM]: nope...its Edward
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: aww
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: i wanted it to be Edward
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: :'(
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: gosh jack
XlBeautifulMessX [7:48 PM]: so but Edward is so much cooler
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: no its not gosh
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: Edward is lame
duckxhead09 [7:48 PM]: now Edward is the coolest
XlBeautifulMessX [7:49 PM]: psh...who are you to be talkin...your name is Gary Allen
duckxhead09 [7:49 PM]: hahaha
duckxhead09 [7:50 PM]: well my name was going to be katylan Eliabithe
XlBeautifulMessX [7:50 PM]: woa...
XlBeautifulMessX [7:50 PM]: i like Edward better than that
duckxhead09 [7:50 PM]: well i like jack beter so name it jack
XlBeautifulMessX [7:50 PM]: ahh...Jack it is
duckxhead09 [7:51 PM]: ok
XlBeautifulMessX [7:51 PM]: so its settled
duckxhead09 [7:51 PM]: now we are going to make a story about jack ok lol
XlBeautifulMessX [7:51 PM]: the almighty Jack pooped
duckxhead09 [7:51 PM]: i write one line then u write the next
duckxhead09 [7:51 PM]: ok
XlBeautifulMessX [7:51 PM]: alrighty
duckxhead09 [7:52 PM]: unce upon a time there was a turtle named jack
XlBeautifulMessX [7:52 PM]: he was a fuzzy lil creature
duckxhead09 [7:53 PM]: with a hard shell and red eyes
XlBeautifulMessX [7:53 PM]: he was such a lil angle
duckxhead09 [7:53 PM]: well one part of him was
XlBeautifulMessX [7:53 PM]: the other side of him was a giant cyclops named...Edward
duckxhead09 [7:54 PM]: well one day jacward (jack + edward = jacward) went into the pond for a swim
XlBeautifulMessX [7:55 PM]: cept he didnt know that what he thought was the pond was a giant pile of shat
duckxhead09 [7:55 PM]: wtf?? neways so he smelled it and ran backward and jumped into the REAL pond
XlBeautifulMessX [7:56 PM]: and got swallowed by a microscopic beaver
duckxhead09 [7:56 PM]: yes and lucky for him he just went straight out the bevers behind and survived
XlBeautifulMessX [7:57 PM]: unfortunalty he suffered from minor injures for the beavers dam (hahaha get it like a beaver dam ..not damn) tail
duckxhead09 [7:59 PM]: so now jacward is mentally retarded and every 10 ft he walks he gets domber
XlBeautifulMessX [8:00 PM]: wow thats said you cant spell "dumber" maybe your the one that got hit in the head witha microscopice beaver tail.....anyways! Jacward is now a permant residant of the Loony Benn house
duckxhead09 [8:01 PM]: and on sudays he is alowed to have 10 mins to go swim in the pond
XlBeautifulMessX [8:02 PM]: but this past sunday...poor Jacward...drowned..how a turtle can do that...we do not know
duckxhead09 [8:04 PM]: but see jacward was soo unluck because right before he died this wierd lil mexicon girl named jacqulyn pick him up and made turtal meat fro dinner because them mexicans are poor
XlBeautifulMessX [8:05 PM]: but dont be haten on the mexicans...this crazy ass guy named Gary Allen Warren JR. (tehehe...Jr) bit jacwards wittle head off before the mexican could grab him
duckxhead09 [8:06 PM]: haha lol
duckxhead09 [8:07 PM]: cept u always end up with the lowe part of his body u know sice he is a boy. i mean i gues mexicans like turtal parts
XlBeautifulMessX [8:08 PM]: mMmMm..best part...makes a spicy flavor
duckxhead09 [8:08 PM]: omgoshlol
duckxhead09 [8:08 PM]: ok thats the end of the stupids story ever!
XlBeautifulMessX [8:08 PM]: ...THE END!
XlBeautifulMessX [8:08 PM]: thats a rap
duckxhead09 [8:08 PM]: haha
duckxhead09 [8:08 PM]: CUT!!
XlBeautifulMessX [8:08 PM]: tehehe ....thats phusebox worthy
duckxhead09 [8:09 PM]: haha ya it is
XlBeautifulMessX [8:09 PM]: copy and paste...ahhh

Cali...PLease

Jacqulyn — Tue, 25 Oct 2005 18:01:02 -0500

So did the Andy Milanokis show get canceled of did my nightmare of him dieing come true?

Gypsy

Jacqulyn — Fri, 21 Oct 2005 16:32:55 -0500

Wouldnt life be fun as a gypsy? MmMm....

Emo Boys

Jacqulyn — Mon, 03 Oct 2005 15:53:20 -0500

Where are all the Emo boys in Tn?

Music

Jacqulyn — Mon, 19 Sep 2005 15:04:38 -0500

Ahh Music..my love and addiction..what would the world be like without music...gah i dont wanna know..i would have to be sent to a mental assylem...not good!
<3

Thong

Jacqulyn — Sun, 11 Sep 2005 13:51:44 -0500

So i went shopping and i saw one of the most disturbing things in my life...a thong that had these things on the sides that can loosen it up if you need it to(size XL)..im sorry but someone that is that huge and needs spacers on their thongs...should NOT be wearing them in the first place...Have a nice day

RoCkStAr!!!

Jacqulyn — Wed, 07 Sep 2005 19:44:06 -0500

i was trying to be a rockstar in the shower ..and i almost fell out of the tub and hurt myself...dont try to rock out to Fall out boy in the shower or YOU will fall out

Long weekend..great stuff!

Jacqulyn — Sun, 04 Sep 2005 11:53:07 -0500

OMG !! IF YOU WANNA SEE SOMETHING FUNNY GO TO MY XANGA AND LOOK AT THE BACKGROUND!! LIL_BITTY_ COWGIRL

Went to the RHS vs. BHS game...pretty fun i got to see all my friends from ICKY rhs lol ...RHS starten to get this attitude like "Were all big and bad" cuz of the football team..starten to get old. Hopefully someone will mess up their record and beat the crap outta em lol okay enough of that... I realized how much i miss my old friends :( *tear* and i met some new cool ppl lol i was just walken around and i heard someone in the bleachers and it was one of my bros old friends and he goes "SWANSON! looking goood!" hahah i was like mmk? i thought it was pretty funny. Then we went out to eat and my sisters X boyfriend was sitten right behind us and we had like one of the WORST waitors and i need some ketchup..she turned around and asked him for his ketchup..i was so embarised lol ...well im supposed to go to the lake later on and then the movies?!?!

IM A WINNER!

Jacqulyn — Mon, 29 Aug 2005 17:04:24 -0500

HAHAHA im such a dork...our coach brought us candy from Tokyo and uhh i got this white one with golden gilter all over it and im like hmm these ppl put weird things on their candy! and everyones like woa yours is white! cuz everyone else were red and then i was like OUCH! ..the glitter scratched my gum up and then i was like..this cant be right. So i looked at the bag and there was this big ol display of this white candy with gold gilter all over it...couldnt read it so i dunno what my tummy won...pretty funny huh?

Weird things ppl say...

Jacqulyn — Mon, 22 Aug 2005 16:20:02 -0500

People amaze me...i never knew so many ppl pay attention to what i wear.. One day i dressed like alternative and i had so many ppl come up to me and go OMG you remind me of "so and so" and im like ok? and then i got woa thats hot..woa you look like madonna?!?! the funniest one was my brothers girlfriend came up to him and was like.."Jareth...did you know your sister dressed alternative today?" hes like umm yea she does that sometimes haha and she goes "Well its cute but my mom would just kill me if i did that!" i was crackin up..ive gottn like a compliment like everyday...these ppl have nothing better to do..sad lol but todays compliment was the weirdest...this girl in my English class said i looked like barbie..and then the guy beside her said no..a punk-rock barbie! i was like yall are HIGH! haha so now they call me barbie...What is the world comming to?

Summers over :(

Jacqulyn — Mon, 15 Aug 2005 16:13:29 -0500

Hey guys!
Well school started...kinda cool kinda not lol...i onlt have one mean teacher...and it happend to be my favorite subject so that kinda sucks...Umm nothing much has happend really cept i went tot he movies Sat. night with a bunch of people to see Dukes of hazard..pretty funny! lol and umm we threw my mom a surprise 38th birthday party...that was cool i guess. Ive met some pretty cool people tho at BHS..all the hot guys are upperclass men..ive only seen like 3 hot freshman..o well lol well i just got home from soccer im gonna go...leave some remarks!

Freshman Orientation...and now i have brown hair

Jacqulyn — Tue, 09 Aug 2005 18:47:32 -0500

So tonight was freshman orientation...umm yall can officially say im gonna get LOST! lol i fel tlike i was keep going in circles and i was just lookin at all the ppl and not payin attention to my classes...o well i never pay attention to anything...i gotta work on that tho so i can get a scholarship and get outta this hell hole..and become a music producer! -back to tonight- haha well i saw like umm maybe 3 cute guys...there was this one..mMm lol ..i felt SO stupid! the principal was talkin to me and i was lookin at everyone and off in LaLa land and she was just talkin away and my dad was like...Jack...JACK! i was like huh? but yea i met some cool ppl...you can say im gonna be the kid sittn in the hall cuz i cant find my way around! lol well im excited!

photo from misunderstood

Pyro....sweet!

Jacqulyn — Sat, 06 Aug 2005 17:27:38 -0500

Ive discovered that i am a major pyro...i made my own lil bonfire with a flame torch and grass and then shot these fireworks into the fire...pretty sweet...then i went in my room and lit 12 candles and i was seeing what would burn and what wouldnt...hehe...the ONLY thing that didnt burn was lead from a pencil...pretty weird. The flame curves around the lead...it entertained my bored self...im ready for school to start...i wanna find a cuddle buddy!

photo from misunderstood

BOO!

Jacqulyn — Wed, 03 Aug 2005 20:19:00 -0500

New pic...which do yall like better?

Umm i got outta my walkin boot yesterday !!!! so happy . now i only have to wear a brace and i can play soccer! well call my cell cuz im EXTREMLY bored! love yall!

-Jack

WALKIN BOOTS SUCK!...im in a cripled family

Jacqulyn — Sat, 30 Jul 2005 09:01:35 -0500

Well this week has been crazy and overwhelming... i had soccer camp EVERY morning from 9-12 (three hours in the blistering heat in the hottest week of the year) yea that was interesting! lol i sat in about 7 ant hills and have bites all over me! err i learned some new stuff and met some new people..pretty cool. I was playing goalie and then all of a sudden they bring out this machine...well you know those machines that shoot out baseballs? well this one shoots out soccer balls at like what 60 mph? yea lets just say my arms were stingin lol well monday i had gotten kicked in my ankle in the same spot i did in rec season...well it kept rollin and giving me pains so i ended up at the doctors office and well they think its a fracture...im in a fricken walkin boot IT SUCKS! what happend was my growth plates were almost shut and when i got kicked it seperated em...not good. and i had to go in at 7 o'clock in the fricken morning yesterday and he had to take pic of my ankle and hes like DO NOT MOVE! well i got a cramp in my calve and i moved my left leg and he started yelln at me lol and i was like sry i wont do it again lol and then my mom started makin all these weird faces and i kept laughn and my ankle was moving..and he yelled at me again :( lol o well...i also had to go to a diff doctor to get a physical and 3 FRICKEN SHOTS! anyone who knows me...knows im NOT a fan of needles...ye the first one i jerked my arm away and i was like PLEASEEEEE dont make me have em...i have knots on my arms cuz of those stupid shots err..lol the doc was crackin me up hes like your only 5-1? are you sure? " ....yea why?" ...you are REALLY muscular for your size lol i was like alright im short and strong now stop picken on me. The funniest thing about it is my sisters on crutches and in a walkin boot too so when we go out it looks like my mom took out a couple of crippled kids out for some fun lol...and my dad smushed 3 of his fingers from a concrete block and almost lost his middle finger lol our story is-

"Yea me and my sis got in a fight and our dad tried to split us up and i kicked his hand " haha but the worst part about it is...i cant play soccer for ..awhile i almost stated crien errr i dunno what to do and i go back monday to see if i need a cast...great way to start highschool..in a cast! yea im sure guys love that lol

Jacqulyn — Sat, 23 Jul 2005 11:40:37 -0500

should i keep my blonde highlights or go back to my natural medium dark hair? HURRY I ONLY HAVE TILL WEDNESDAY TO DECIDE!!!

Jacqulyn — Thu, 21 Jul 2005 20:03:05 -0500

Today....

i went to sportscom and i got burnt cuz smart ol' me didnt bring sun screen..now before you call me completly stupid i had a reason..it was raining and really glummy before i went so i figured their would be 0 sun...i was wrong. But hey now it looks like i got a tan ?!?!
Ummm...then my mom told me to skip soccer (which i gladly did heheh) she asked me to go to the movies with her .. we went to go see wedding crashers..FLIPPEN HALARIOUS! gah loved that movie...umm im thinkn about asking this guy to the movies but i dunno if i wanna...hmm lol Im gonna ask how old ya gotta be to work at the movies cuz i mean that would be a flippen awesome job..free movies, see hot guys every day, and MONEY! hehehe yea your probably like Jack..Job..HAHAHA yea right. But i dunno ive been bored NO MORE SOCCER TILL MONDAY! i actually have a weekend!!! ahhh nice well call up my cell if yall get bored leave some remarks hobos!
GO LISTEN TO OHIO IS FOR LOVERS!
-Jack

RaNdOm...

Jacqulyn — Sat, 16 Jul 2005 20:08:58 -0500

hahaha okay well i went to the movies tonight with some blackman ppl..pretty fun. Cept they cept laughin at me?!?! lol well umm some of the guys dared me to yell out this one word (not saying) lol and well i yelled it so loud lol and they were like I GIVE YOU PROPZ! lol and they were scared to yell it so i got them beat...ummm i dunno what else to say...ready for highschool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Soccer conditioning is getting harder...my caves are sore but o well...leave me some remarks dorks!

look at those misquetoes! nevermind thats just smoke!

Jacqulyn — Mon, 11 Jul 2005 09:31:12 -0500

Hey guys well i got back last night at 1:30 lol ummm Florida was pretty fun! I love the beach its so pretty! Well 2 of my cuz's met us down there...i havent seen em in like 5 years so im glad they went...umm i spent fourth of July down there on the beach and they shot off sooo many fireworks and while we were walkin back to our cars these guys were yellin at us lol ( felt like i was in Panama again) And that night we played poker...i had never played before and well i beat EVERYONE in the first game and in the second game it was down to me and my dad and we went all in cuz it was like really late at night and well he beat me by Ace High...dang lol but my mom was like ," Do i need to start taking you on poker tours?" haha it was funny. Umm we saw 2 dead baby sharks on shore and being stupid as he is my cuz picked it up and all the guts came out..grose Oh and the first day i got there i was swimming to the sand bar and got stung by a fricken jelly fish and i had to pull it off of me! that pretty much sucked cuz my leg broke out in red lil patches. I did see 2 skaters...but we were driving and my mom wouldnt pull over and let me talk to them...we had to leave a day early cuz they were evacuating everyone and the ride home was only sapose to take 5 hours...it took 12 and uhh the van was sooo packed because we had to take my cuz's with us and since it was so packed my feet were pressing into my chest the whole time and a dog cage was in the middle of the 2 seats and it kept falling on me...miserable! but while we were driving i found a lil old guy that looked like he was about to fall asleep at the wheel and i took a pic of him..he saw the flash :( opps lol well we had to stop in AL at my grandmas for a night cuz of the traffic and she has 2 houses and we went to the 120 year old house that she hasnt been to in a month...not a good idea we found dead bugs and my sis steped on old cat poo and it was so hard IT HURT HER FOOT! (oh and in FL she decided to run in tennis shoes with no backs and made her whole foot turn black) me and my cuz slept in one room and we were so afraid to fall asleep that we put together a 100 piece puzzle, played clue 3 times, and played chineese checkers 3 times...that morning we went tubing on the lake ..very fun! well thats about it leave some remarks!

On the road again

Jacqulyn — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 18:42:58 -0500

I leave for FL in the morning...c yall dorks lata! leave some remarks!

Love this song!

Jacqulyn — Thu, 30 Jun 2005 16:00:32 -0500

I can't believe that you're gone - without a trace
i can't believe you've got no tears upon your face - while mine is soaking wet
making up for your lack, i guess - that's how it is in love
or out of love as i sit now - wishin' things that just can't be
without you next to me itall that i can do to sit back and watch it all blow through - shoulda been so good - coulda been so right
that was before the day FOREVER died- wishin' on what ifs
takin' my chances - that was before the day FOREVER died
there's nothing left to be said - it's all been spoken
in spite of words you could not find for me - i guess you came out ahead
and now i'm broken - into a man afraid to show his face
walkin' away seems so easy for you - why's it gotta be so hard for me
to see that its over - when for so long love was just YOU and ME...
-*-Matt Wertz " the day FOREVER died"